Heavy and Young
Embracing the Weightless Journey of Self-Discovery
Lyrics
Old and weightless
Feeling aged and without burden.
is what you called me for my drifting mind.
Being labeled as old and weightless due to a wandering or unfocused mind.
Halfway to the moon, and I turned back
Reached a point in life symbolized by halfway to the moon but chose to turn back due to facing a bright obstacle (the sun).
because the sun was in my eyes.
The decision to retreat or change direction because of a blinding or challenging situation.
If we could talk, then maybe
Expressing a desire for communication and openness.
I'd tell you how I really feel this time.
A willingness to honestly convey emotions this time.
Old and weightless
Continuing to feel old and weightless, attempting to overcome this state after a significant absence.
is what I'm trying to kill since you've been gone.
Struggling to cope with the feeling of being unburdened since the person has left.
I cast spells and talk to ghosts,
Engaging in mystical practices, possibly as a coping mechanism, and reminiscing about shared experiences.
sit around and sing them all our songs.
Spending time reliving memories by singing songs associated with the absent person.
If I could see you maybe
Expressing a desire to see the person again to understand where things went wrong.
you could show me how it all went wrong.
Yearning for the opportunity to receive guidance and clarity from the person.
I was never much for thinking
Admitting a lack of inclination for deep contemplation or thoughtful reflection.
I could never get it done
Expressing difficulty in completing tasks due to a lack of motivation or focus.
I don't know how I am feeling,
Uncertain about emotional states, feeling both heavy and young.
heavy and young.
Reiterating the conflicting emotions of feeling weighed down yet youthful.
Old and weightless is all i ever want to be for myself.
Expressing a desire to remain unburdened and carefree.
From now on I'm sunny as hell
Committing to a positive outlook, deciding to be cheerful and forget those who cannot understand.
forgetting about the fools who can't tell.
Choosing happiness over concern for others' opinions.
Have a heart, then maybe
Encouraging empathy, suggesting that with a compassionate heart, one could be more easily convinced.
I would be an easier sell.
Believing that with empathy, one could be more persuadable or receptive.
I was never much for thinking
Repeating the theme of not being prone to deep thinking.
I could never get it done.
Reiterating the struggle with completing tasks or making decisions.
I don't know how I am feeling
Restating the uncertainty about emotional states, feeling both heavy and young.
heavy and young.
Re-emphasizing the conflicting emotions of feeling weighed down yet youthful.
I was never much for changing
Admitting resistance to change, despite external influences.
but the world has made me dumb.
Acknowledging a sense of intellectual decline caused by worldly experiences.
I was never much for thinking
Repeating the theme of not being prone to deep thinking.
heavy and young.
Reiterating the conflicting emotions of feeling heavy and young.
Heavy-weightless,
Contrasting states of feeling heavy and weightless, old and young, expressing a lack of concern for the future self.
old and young,
Acceptance of ambiguity and a lack of concern for personal development or change.
I don't care what I become.
Indifference towards the future outcome, expressing a carefree attitude.
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