Heavy Again

The repetition of "Heavy again" suggests a persistent and burdensome emotional state.

Heavy again

Heavy again

The speaker acknowledges taking risks or making choices that have led to feeling lost, indicating a personal cost.

Reiteration of the emotional weight and burden, reinforcing the intensity of the feelings.

The physical sensation of blood rushing up may symbolize heightened emotions or stress.

Contemplation on whether to release or hold onto these overwhelming emotions.

Reference to a cold home suggests emotional detachment or an inhospitable environment.

The speaker created a metaphorical place to escape reality and mask emotional pain.

Using external distractions to mask emotional pain.

The speaker attempts to conceal inner turmoil to avoid revealing vulnerability.

Fear constantly occupies the speaker's thoughts, creating internal chaos.

Pondering whether beauty and light can still exist amidst personal ruins and challenges.

Is there still light beyond the veil

Reiteration of the emotional weight and the price paid for taking certain actions.

I took my shots now I'm lost it's the price I pay

Heavy again

Recurrence of the intense feeling of blood rushing, emphasizing emotional turmoil.

Contemplation on whether to release or hold onto overwhelming emotions.

The speaker expresses the need to let go of emotions before suffocating under their weight.

I need to let it go

I need to let it

I need to let it go

Fear of suffocation and urgency to address emotional struggles.

The speaker acknowledges the constant alarms triggered by their every breath, signaling internal distress.

Reflecting on the correlation between impressions and the silence that follows, possibly indicating a struggle to communicate.

Impressions with the silence when it breaks

Revisiting the question of finding beauty and light amid personal challenges.

Is there still light beyond the veil

Expressing reluctance or frustration at facing emotional challenges again.

The speaker acknowledges falling into deception or falsehood.

The possibility of pretending to be calm and composed despite inner turmoil.

Acknowledging the option to fake calmness to cope with difficulties.

The choice to either endure difficulties or leave for the benefit of others.

Suggesting that others may be better off if the speaker leaves.

Awareness that others notice the speaker's emotional state when they are down and the struggle to conceal it.

When I am down here

I think it shows clear

I think it shows

I know they notice

When I am down here

Reiteration of the awareness that others can perceive the speaker's emotional struggles.

I think it shows

Reiteration of the heavy emotional burden and the price paid for past actions.

I took my shots now I'm lost it's the price I pay

Heavy again

I feel the blood rushing up

Revisiting the contemplation of releasing or holding onto overwhelming emotions.

Expressing the urgent need to let go of emotional burdens before suffocation.

I need to let it

I need to let it go

Heavy Again

I need to let it

Reiteration of the imperative need to release the emotional weight for survival.