Never Mind
Echoes of Longing: The Ellipses' Melodic Tale of Love and Loss
Lyrics
I'll shrug
I will dismiss or ignore
It off
Brush it aside or disregard
For the millionth time, let my mind race
Repeated frustration, letting my thoughts race
I'd wait
I would patiently wait
For your call
Anticipating your call
But I want you off my mind tonight
Desire to stop thinking about you tonight
You've seen
You have witnessed
The words
The spoken words
Stumble out from my broken hands
Words fumbling from my broken hands
I write
I compose
In blood
Using blood as ink
Just another stain where the pen lands
Creating just another mark where the pen stops
And I've been at this god damn desk for
Expressing frustration about spending time at a desk
The better part of an hour
A significant duration
If you're not with me now it must not matter
If you're not currently with me, it may not be important
Never mind
Disregard or ignore
I'm fine
I am okay
Condense my thoughts
Summarize my thoughts
I'll wrap them, tied up in a ribbon
Wrap them neatly with a ribbon
For you to watch
For you to observe
Although you likely won't make time for them
Though you probably won't find time for them
But nothings lost
Nothing is lost
You know my head looks like a dozen empty boxes
My mind is chaotic like empty boxes
Thrown across the kitchen floor, left in disarray
Scattered across the kitchen floor
Much to my dismay
To my disappointment
And I've been on this god damn couch for
Been on this couch for a significant duration
The better part of an hour
If you're not currently with me, it may not be important
If you're not with me now it must not matter
Disregard or ignore
Never mind
I am okay
I'm FINE
I am genuinely fine
I really thought this time might be different
Hoping for a different outcome this time
And maybe, just maybe it could have been if it
Possibly a chance for a positive change
Could feel like a thousand more sharp pins and needles
Intense sensation like sharp pins and needles
Scraping my skin like I need you I need you I need you
Expressing a strong need or longing
I need you
Repetition emphasizes the strong desire
And I'll stay here on this couch for
Continuing to stay on the couch
Another few hours
Additional hours of waiting
Waiting for you here because to me it matters.
Waiting because it is significant to me
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