Child's Play
Missing You: A Journey Through Memories
Lyrics
It's all gone downhill cause of you
Expressing a negative impact on life due to someone (you).
Yet I don't mind it
Despite the negative impact, the speaker doesn't mind the situation.
Coughing until I'm gonna puke
Experiencing intense coughing, possibly a metaphor for a distressing situation.
My brain is gonna split
Feeling immense mental pressure and strain.
Felt bad from my hair to my shoes
Feeling bad emotionally from head to toe.
And you didn't help at all
Addressing a lack of support from 'you' during a difficult time.
And all of those anger issues
Referring to unresolved anger issues in the relationship.
Trippin over something small
Reacting strongly to minor issues, indicating emotional instability.
Yet I still miss you While you're away
Despite the challenges, the speaker misses 'you' in your absence.
Painted my nails blue
Engaging in self-care activities, like painting nails, before 'you' left.
Before you left state
Referring to 'you' leaving the state.
I said I'd hate you till I died
Expressing strong negative emotions, which are later revealed as untrue.
Well clearly that's a lie
Admitting that the earlier statement of hatred was a lie.
You can trust me with your whole life
Claiming trustworthiness despite the damage caused by 'you'.
Although you ruined mine
Acknowledging the impact of 'you' on the speaker's life.
But you redeemed yourself
Recognizing a positive change in 'you.'
You started being nice when I was twelve
Noting 'you' becoming kinder at a specific age.
I still think about what you did
Reflecting on past actions of 'you,' possibly negative ones.
But we were just kids
Excusing actions as those of children.
Yet I still miss you
Despite everything, the speaker still misses 'you.'
While you're away
Reiteration of missing 'you' during absence.
You're doing just fine
Acknowledging 'you' doing well when away.
When you're out of state
Positive observation about 'you' when out of state.
Was told to ignore it and it would stop
Advice received to ignore issues, but it didn't work.
But it didn't
Confirming that ignoring problems didn't solve them.
Now I just ignore all my problems and bad decisions
Coping with issues by avoiding them and making bad decisions.
It took a toll on me to
Highlighting the toll taken to forget the negative aspects of 'you.'
Try to forget the bad you
Continued effort to forget the negative impact of 'you.'
But I guess that we both grew
Both speaker and 'you' have grown despite past difficulties.
My hair is blue but you don't know
Physical change in the speaker, possibly unnoticed by 'you.'
Cause you haven't been home
Noting 'you' being absent during the change.
Stuck in this house and all alone
Feeling stuck and alone in the current situation.
And I can't call your phone
Unable to communicate with 'you' due to specific circumstances.
You can't talk international
Communication barrier, 'you' can't talk internationally.
And you're in Stockholm
Location of 'you' (Stockholm) contributing to the separation.
So I just try to forget you
Attempting to forget 'you' despite difficulties.
Until I walk by your room
Still experiencing conflicting emotions when passing 'your' room.
Yet I still miss you
Reiteration of missing 'you' during absence.
While you're away
Continued longing for 'you' despite the distance.
I'm not doing just fine
Contradicting the earlier statement about 'you' doing fine away.
When you're out of state
Expressing difficulties when 'you' are out of state.
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