Lyrics
Playing Tetris with my feelings
Engaging with my emotions like playing a challenging game (Tetris).
Tryna keep them all inside
Attempting to keep my emotions hidden or contained.
Hollow shadows and my soul is spilling over
Feeling empty and overwhelmed, emotions pouring out of my soul.
I'm out of time, mm-mmh
Running out of time or feeling a sense of urgency.
Closing every door, wanna be alone
Closing off connections with others, seeking solitude.
Lonely is a way that I survive
Surviving by embracing loneliness as a coping mechanism.
Sick of wanting more, sitting on the floor
Tired of desiring more, sitting alone and pondering.
Wondering where all my feelings go
Questioning the disappearance of my emotions.
Nervous system's aching
Experiencing physical and emotional pain in the nervous system.
Growing up is getting old
Expressing the challenging nature of growing up.
Anxiety is draining
Anxiety is exhausting and depleting.
Getting up is growing old
Getting out of bed and facing the challenges is a form of maturity.
Don't get it
Expressing confusion or lack of understanding.
There's an ocean of emotion that I'm carrying inside
Burdened by a deep reservoir of emotions within.
I am cautious
Being cautious due to the overwhelming emotions.
'Cause I've never understood how so much can fit in little me
Reflecting on the paradox of containing so much within oneself.
Star-crossed soul
Having a fate marked by challenges and difficulties.
And I'm used to letting go
Accustomed to releasing attachments and moving with the flow of life.
Sink deeper in the flow of it
Sinking deeper into the experience of life.
My demons know exactly where my fears
Acknowledging personal struggles and fears.
Are hiding all my tears
Demons are aware of where my fears are hidden, causing tears.
I'm torn by nervous system's aching
Torn apart by the pain in the nervous system.
Growing up is getting old
Reiterating the challenges of growing up.
Anxiety is draining
Continuing to highlight the draining nature of anxiety.
Getting up is growing old
Emphasizing that facing challenges is a part of maturing.
And if I ever take that second to leave my worries behind
Taking a moment to leave worries behind and explore the passage of time.
Maybe I could tread the waters of time
Expressing the possibility of navigating life's challenges.
Get out of my mind
Escaping the mental burden and overthinking.
(And growing up is getting old)
Reiterating the theme that growing up is challenging.
Growing up is getting old
Continuing to emphasize the difficulties of the aging process.
(And getting up is growing old)
Highlighting that facing challenges is a part of growing up.
Getting up is growing old
Stating that getting up and facing challenges is a form of maturity.
If your world is breaking
If your world is falling apart due to challenges.
And growing up is getting old
Reiterating the theme that growing up is challenging.
Know that you're worth saving
Acknowledging self-worth and the value of facing challenges.
And getting up is all you've got
Stating that facing challenges is all you have.
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