Lyrics
I was knee deep in a sick love
I was deeply immersed in a unhealthy love.
I was cross eyed under your drug
I was disoriented and influenced by your intoxicating presence.
Schizo savior My messiah
Referring to the person as a contradictory and mentally unstable savior, a figure with a dual nature.
Fatal worship you inspire
Your worship is deadly and serves as inspiration.
Gone, I don't believe in you now
I no longer believe in you.
I've seen too much I don't believe in you now
Having witnessed too much, my belief in you has diminished.
My goddess
Despite the skepticism, acknowledging the subject as a goddess.
You were counting on a free fall
You expected a downfall or failure.
You laid your bet I would loose all
You made a bet that I would experience a significant loss.
Chalk up one less crucifixion
Celebrating the avoidance of a figurative crucifixion or intense suffering.
I kick that sick old addiction
I successfully overcame a harmful addiction.
Damn, I don't believe in you now
Expressing disbelief in the subject now.
I've seen too much I don't believe in you now
Having witnessed too much, the belief in the subject continues to fade.
My goddess
Despite doubts, acknowledging the subject as a goddess.
Ow you see what ya get when ya loose yourself
Highlighting the consequences of losing oneself.
What ya get when ya don't know who you are
Emphasizing the outcomes when one is unaware of their identity.
When you don't know who you are
Reiterating the impact of not knowing who you are.
My goddess
Affirming the subject as a goddess despite skepticism.
Gone, I don't believe in you now
Repeating the disbelief in the subject.
I've seen too much I don't believe in you now
Continued skepticism due to accumulated experiences.
My goddess
Acknowledging the subject as a goddess despite doubts.
I don't believe in you I don't believe in you
Explicitly stating the lack of belief in the subject.
I don't believe in you My goddess
Repeating the disbelief but still recognizing the subject as a goddess.
I don't believe in you I don't believe in you
Reiterating the lack of belief while acknowledging the subject's divine status.
I don't believe in you My goddess
Despite the lack of belief, affirming the subject's goddess status.
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