REPAIR
Eternal Struggle: Embracing Brokenness in 'REPAIR' by The Foreign Body
Lyrics
I'm happy to be with just you and me
I find joy in being with only you and me.
I had you without and I wanted to be
I possessed you externally, but I desired a deeper connection.
The one that could live for an eternity
Aspired to be the one who could have a lasting relationship.
And after it all I was my worst enemy
Reflecting on past actions, I realize I was my own worst enemy.
I had you so close and I had you so far
I had you both near and far, facing challenges with time causing a divide.
Time wedged between we both fell apart
Time created a distance, and we both fell apart.
Live through the end and again it'll start
Experiencing the end only to have a new beginning.
I'm whispering words that I nearly forgot
Whispering words that were almost forgotten.
Broken beyond repair
Feeling emotionally shattered beyond the possibility of repair.
Falling from the upstairs
Facing a downfall, both physically and metaphorically.
Guess I'll just stay down here
Accepting the current state and choosing not to rise.
Watch my life go nowhere
Observing life go aimlessly without direction.
Breathe you in like my air
Drawing you in like the air I breathe.
Responsible for my outcome
Taking responsibility for the consequences of my actions.
Think I'll just blame you for all of it
Blaming you for all my struggles and challenges.
And I just want to be alone with you
Expressing a desire to be alone with you.
And I just want to be alone with you
Reiterating the longing for solitude with you.
I don't know how much time I've been wasting
Uncertain about the duration wasted in pursuit of something.
Trying to get your taste out my mouth
Struggling to remove the lingering taste of a past experience.
Left me tasteless
Feeling devoid of sensation or meaning.
I woke up to the same dream, I'm trying to escape it
Waking up to a recurring dream, attempting to break free from it.
Everyday just feels new, but it's always the same shit
Every day seeming fresh, yet stuck in a repetitive cycle.
I'm happy to be with just you and me
Repeating the joy of being with only you and me.
I had you without and I wanted to be
Previously possessing you externally and desiring more.
The one that could live for an eternity
Yearning to be the one with a lasting connection.
And after it all I was my worst enemy
Acknowledging self-sabotage after all experiences.
I had you so close and I had you so far
Having you both close and distant, time causing a rift.
Time wedged between we both fell apart
Time creating a separation, leading to both of us falling apart.
Live through the end and again it'll start
Enduring the end only to witness a new beginning.
I'm whispering words that I nearly forgot
Recalling words that were almost forgotten.
Broken beyond repair
Feeling emotionally shattered beyond the possibility of repair.
Falling from the upstairs
Facing a downfall, both physically and metaphorically.
Guess I'll just stay down here
Accepting the current state and choosing not to rise.
Watch my life go nowhere
Observing life go aimlessly without direction.
Breathe you in like my air
Drawing you in like the air I breathe.
Responsible for my outcome
Taking responsibility for the consequences of my actions.
Think I'll just blame you for all of it
Blaming you for all my struggles and challenges.
And I just want to be alone with you
Expressing a desire to be alone with you.
And I just want to be alone with you
Reiterating the longing for solitude with you.
I don't know how much time I've been wasting
Uncertain about the duration wasted in pursuit of something.
Trying to get your taste out my mouth
Struggling to remove the lingering taste of a past experience.
Left me tasteless
Feeling devoid of sensation or meaning.
I woke up to the same dream, I'm trying to escape it
Waking up to a recurring dream, attempting to break free from it.
Everyday just feels new, but it's always the same shit
Every day seeming fresh, yet stuck in a repetitive cycle.
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