Fractions Of My Sanity
Fragments of Love and Loss: The Inner Turmoil
Lyrics
I I I just wanted to see you cry
I wanted to witness your emotional pain.
I I I keep talking to myself at night
I engage in self-talk during the night.
I I I thought I was the one you desired
I believed I was the person you longed for.
I'm tired of the bed now
I'm exhausted with the current situation.
Yeah, you always left the room, I said you left me behind
You consistently abandoned the room, leaving me feeling abandoned.
But maybe, I just want to act alone
Possibly, I desire to be independent and act on my own.
You're leaving the room and you're leaving your heart
You depart, leaving both physically and emotionally.
At the door, and leaving me with fractions of my sanity
You're leaving, causing me to feel mentally unstable.
You threw your empty cup at my head, I threw up cuz all I could do was shake
During a conflict, you threw an object at me, causing physical and emotional distress.
You told your friends that I was going to far, but love can take you a long way
You conveyed to others that I was going beyond acceptable limits, but love can endure challenges.
You're sending me fractions of your love letter to me
You send incomplete expressions of your affection for me.
I want to go insane, but I don't think I can cuz sometimes I just have to play it cool
I desire to lose my mind but find it difficult because sometimes I must maintain composure.
But the truth is without you I don't know what I'd be, even though
Without you, I'm uncertain about my identity, despite the pain you caused.
You broke my soul, my mind, and my sanity
You shattered my emotional state, mental well-being, and stability.
(Sanity, sanity)
(Repetition) Fragments of my mental stability.
Fractions of my sanity
-(Sanity, sanity)
-Fractions of my sanity
-(Sanity, sanity)
-Fractions of my sanity
-Forget it don't say it don't tread it don't speak it
Don't mention it, don't act upon it, avoid discussing it.
Don't drag me out then put me out, I'll just say forget it
Don't involve me and then exclude me; I'll simply opt to forget it.
I I I just wanted to see you cry, now I want to see you die
I initially desired to witness your emotional pain, but now I feel extreme animosity.
She says, "You just want to change the world"
Someone suggests, "Your intention is to make a significant impact on the world."
Yeah, I just gotta play it cool.
Yeah, I intend to maintain a composed demeanor.
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