Time Wasted
Reversed Life Chronicles: The Struggle, Money, and Escape in 'Time Wasted' by THE KID TZ.
Lyrics
I'm living my life in reverse
Reflecting on life experiences in a backward order.
Time wasted
Expressing a sense of time being wasted.
Time wasted, yeah
-Time wasted
-Heart aching
Feeling emotional pain.
But if you're talking bout' the money ima make it
Despite emotional struggles, motivated by the prospect of making money.
I'm going crazy really need a vacation
Expressing a need for a break, possibly due to overwhelming stress.
Time wasted
-Heart aching
-But if you're talking bout' the money ima make it
-I'm going crazy really need a vacation
-Smoke blunts to the face 'til i'm brainless
Using substances, like smoking, as a coping mechanism.
Time wasted
-Heart aching
-But if you're talking bout' the money ima make it
-I'm going crazy really need a vacation
-Smoke blunts to the face 'til i'm brainless
-I don't like you, you don't like me
Expressing dislike for someone, contemplating mortality, and referencing love (Cupid's arrow).
I'm gon' die soon, that's quite likely
-Cupid shot an arrow right at me
-Back to the backwoods in the back alley
-I'm living my life in reverse
Reiterating the theme of living life backward.
I think I died already
Feeling as if life has already ended.
Suicidal time it's a curse
Referring to suicidal thoughts as a curse.
I'm looking at the sky i'm ready
Contemplating death while looking at the sky.
The clock hits 12 wanna end it all
Describing a desire to end everything, feeling condemned for past actions.
I can't save myself cause' i've lost my soul
-Going straight to hell cause' i've done wrong
-It's like every time I eat feel like i'm on death row
-I take all these pills
Dependence on pills for survival and the loneliness that accompanies it.
Survive on my own
-Forgot how it feels to not be alone
-I'm psycho i'm crazy and I know you hate me
Acknowledging a troubled mental state and anticipating others' disapproval.
I rip off the seal
Engaging in self-destructive behaviors like substance abuse.
I turn off my phone
-Sip codeine I feel like I don't belong
-I'm psycho i'm crazy and I know you hate me
Repeating the emotional and financial struggles.
Time wasted
Reiterating the desire for a break and coping with substances.
Heart aching
-But if you're talking bout' the money ima make it
-I'm going crazy really need a vacation
-Smoke blunts to the face 'til i'm brainless
-Time wasted
Continuation of themes of emotional pain and the pursuit of money.
Heart aching
-But if you're talking bout' the money ima make it
-I'm going crazy really need a vacation
-Smoke blunts to the face 'til i'm brainless
-Time wasted
Repetition of the cycle of time wasted, heartache, and the pursuit of money.
Heart aching
-But if you're talking bout' the money ima make it
-I'm going crazy really need a vacation
-Smoke blunts to the face 'til i'm brainless
-Time wasted
Final repetition, emphasizing the impact of substance use on mental state.
Heart aching
-But if you're talking bout' the money ima make it
-I'm going crazy really need a vacation
-Smoke blunts to the face 'til i'm brainless
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