Fucked Up on Life
Navigating Life's Chaos: A Symphony of Loose Ends and Inner Struggles
Lyrics
I don't have many friends
I have a limited number of friends.
Just some pretty loose and dead ends
My friends are not very close, and some relationships are not fulfilling.
Even one can be a bit much for me
Even having one friend can be overwhelming for me.
And they call me but I never end up calling them back
People reach out to me, but I often neglect to return their calls.
They lose patience as I lose track
My lack of responsiveness causes impatience in others.
I don't care any more
I no longer care, and perhaps I never did.
If I ever did before
I'm not paying much attention to my surroundings or relationships.
But I'm not really paying attention
My focus is elsewhere, and I'm indifferent to what's happening around me.
People say what reflects well on them
People tend to say things that make them look good rather than being truthful.
And everyone's lying like rugs
People are dishonest, and deception is widespread.
And everyone thinks I'm on drugs
There's a misconception that I'm using drugs.
But I'm just fucked up on life
My struggles and confusion are a result of being overwhelmed by life.
Cause it doesn't add up
Life is confusing and doesn't make logical sense.
And I never know what should be done
I struggle to determine the right course of action in various situations.
I know I'm far from the only one
I'm not alone in feeling lost and uncertain.
I stay out of the fray
I avoid getting involved in conflicts or arguments.
I figure I do less damage that way
I believe staying away prevents causing harm.
I'm outstanding in my field
A play on words, suggesting excellence in a field but also a desire to get intoxicated.
And all I ever want to do is just get plowed
My main desire is to engage in activities that involve getting drunk or high.
I always feel outnumbered in a crowd
I often feel like an outsider in social situations.
And if the truth be known
I feel outnumbered and uncomfortable even when alone.
I feel outnumbered when I'm all alone
I experience a sense of isolation even in solitude.
If you're wondering why there's no affect
Explaining the lack of emotional expression or response.
When I speak, when you look in my eyes
Others might notice a lack of emotion when I speak or make eye contact.
I couldn't begin to explain
It's challenging for me to explain my emotions or lack thereof.
I'm almost perfectly sane
Despite appearances, I consider myself mostly mentally stable.
But I'm just fucked up on life
My struggles and confusion are attributed to the challenges of life.
I'm just fucked up, fucked up on life
Reiteration of being messed up or overwhelmed by life.
Dumb dumb day
Describing a day filled with confusion and lack of clarity.
I never know what I should do or say
I often find it challenging to know what to do or say.
When words fail me
When words fail me, I struggle to communicate effectively.
I react reciprocally
I react in response to others' actions or words.
I'm just fucked up on life
Reiteration of being overwhelmed or messed up by life.
I'm just fucked up, fucked up on life
Continued expression of feeling messed up or confused by life.
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