I Wish I Wasn't Me
Embracing Shadows: A Journey of Self-Redemption
Lyrics
I try to relearn to live
Attempting to rediscover how to live
I do the mourn of that past
Grieving over the events of the past
I accept keep going
Accepting the need to continue moving forward
In a world which isn't mine
Feeling out of place in the world
I numb myself to not think
Using numbing techniques to avoid deep thoughts or emotions
I put the mist in the house
Creating a fog or haze within oneself
I burn the house of that Monster
Metaphorically destroying the dwelling of inner turmoil or trauma
Burn him with all his thoughts !
Destroying negative thoughts and emotions associated with the 'Monster'
I try to relearn to live
Reiterating the attempt to learn how to live again
I do the mourn of that past
Continuing to mourn or process the past
I accept keep going
Accepting the necessity of moving forward despite difficulties
In a world which isn't mine
Feeling alienated or disconnected from the world
I numb myself to not think
Repeating the act of numbing oneself to avoid thoughts or emotions
I put the mist in the house
Intensifying the internal fog or confusion
I burn the house of that Monster
Symbolically destroying the place of inner turmoil or distress
Burn him with all his thoughts !
Destroying the negative thoughts and feelings associated with the 'Monster'
I've numb myself to not think
Continuing the practice of numbing oneself to avoid deep thoughts or feelings
I've put the mist in the house
Furthering the fog or haze within oneself
I've burn the house of that Monster
Continuing to symbolically destroy inner turmoil or distress
Burn him with all his thoughts !
Seeking to eradicate all negative thoughts and emotions associated with the 'Monster'
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