came home in a rainstorm
Lost Amidst a Swarm: An Inner Journey Through Nature's Whims
Lyrics
I'm not at home
I am not currently at home.
I'm living in a bee swarm
I am surrounded by a chaotic and lively environment, like a bee swarm.
I'm not alone
Although I am not physically alone, I may feel isolated or overwhelmed.
There are little wingy creatures flying around inside my head
I am experiencing a mental or emotional turmoil, represented by winged creatures in my head.
And in my hands
The unsettling feeling extends to my hands.
And in my arms
The discomfort is also present in my arms.
Hands in my stomach
The inner turmoil reaches my stomach.
Would you know me
Asking if the person would recognize me in a changed or distressed state.
If I came home
If I were to return home during a rainstorm.
In a rainstorm?
This could symbolize a challenging or tumultuous period in the speaker's life.
I'm not there yet
Expressing that the speaker hasn't reached a certain state or emotional destination yet.
I'm living in a dream inside a swarm of butterflies
Living in a fantastical world, surrounded by butterflies within a dream.
So I'm not alone, no
Reiterating that, despite the surreal surroundings, the speaker is not truly alone.
Light times are gone
Reflecting on a past period of light or happiness that has now faded.
There bugs and moths and tongues of fire everywhere
Listing various unsettling elements, such as bugs, moths, and tongues of fire.
They're in my thoughts
These elements are now present in the speaker's thoughts.
And in my sleep
The disturbances extend into the speaker's sleep.
And I am stumbling, I am struggling, I am running and I fail
Struggling and failing while navigating through these challenges.
But I'm not alone
Reassuring that, despite the challenges, the speaker is not truly alone.
There are ladybugs and snails and slugs inside my bed
Listing more creatures in the speaker's bed, suggesting a crowded and chaotic mind.
And inbetween my memories
These disturbances are present in the memories of the speaker and someone else.
Of you and me
These memories include elements of both beauty (ladybugs) and discomfort (snails and slugs).
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