Dressed to Depress
Dressed to Depress: Battling Demons in Liquid Courage
Lyrics
Here i go again
Expressing a sense of repetition or familiarity in facing a situation.
Another bottle of liquid courage
Referring to alcohol as a source of courage.
Its my best friend
Describing alcohol as a close companion or coping mechanism.
But we're running out of endurance
Indicating a diminishing ability to endure or tolerate the current state.
With a low self esteem
Expressing a lack of confidence in oneself.
To talk i have to be wasted
Suggesting a need to be intoxicated to communicate comfortably.
Because i'm scared to be me
Fearful of being authentic due to potential rejection.
What if everybody hates it
Concerns about how others might perceive the authentic self.
So now i'm dressed to depress cause i cant seem
Choosing a depressive appearance as a consequence of dependence on alcohol.
To manage without a fucking drink
Difficulty in managing life without relying on alcohol.
And it makes me feel like a fuck up
Feeling like a failure due to dependence on alcohol.
When i piss off everyone around me
Causing frustration or annoyance to those around due to alcohol-related behavior.
And i just wanna be the life of every party
Desire to be the center of attention at social gatherings.
But i don't really think it's worth it if i lose everybody
Questioning the value of being the life of the party if it results in losing important connections.
All the stress i feel
Experiencing stress in everyday interactions.
In just a normal conversation
Highlighting the challenge of dealing with stress in communication.
Makes it hard to deal
Expressing the difficulty of coping when a simple solution (alcohol) is known.
When i know such a easy solution
Conflict between the awareness of a solution and the desire not to succumb to addiction.
But i don't wanna be
Rejecting the idea of being a mere addict without purpose.
Just another useless addict
Expressing a need to break free from the habit of relying on alcohol.
So i need to break free
Emphasizing the urgency to overcome the dependence on alcohol.
From this useless habit
Desire to break free from the cycle of dependence and its negative consequences.
So now i'm dressed to depress cause i cant seem
Reiteration of adopting a depressive appearance due to alcohol dependence.
To manage without a fucking drink
Continued struggle in managing life without resorting to alcohol.
And it makes me feel like a fuck up
Feeling inadequate or flawed as a result of alcohol-related issues.
When i piss off everyone around me
Negative impact on relationships by causing displeasure to those around.
And i just wanna be the life of every party
Desire to be the center of attention at social gatherings despite negative consequences.
But i don't really think its worth it if i lose everybody
Questioning the worthiness of being the life of the party if it leads to losing everyone.
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