Toxic
Toxic Hearts: Diving into Darkness and Redemption
Lyrics
She said I'm toxic
She perceives that she is harmful or damaging.
The way my heart dun got so dark
Her emotional state has turned very negative.
They say I'm gothic
Others label her as dark and possibly unconventional.
I been slippin I been fallin for the nonsense
She's been making mistakes and falling for meaningless things.
They know I'm sick they took his life without no conscious
People recognize her illness or turmoil, leading to actions lacking conscience.
She said I'm toxic
Reiteration of the perception that she's harmful or damaging.
The way my heart dun got so dark
Reiteration of her emotionally dark state.
They think I'm gothic
Others believe she's unconventional or deviating from the norm.
I been slippin I been fallin for the nonsense
She keeps making errors and getting caught in meaningless situations.
I know it's hard for to love cuz me when get toxic
She acknowledges that it's difficult for someone to love her when she becomes toxic.
They way she stole a nicca heart , you'd think it's robbery
A metaphorical expression about someone stealing a heart, akin to robbery.
I had to put my baby first she gave it all me
Despite receiving love, she prioritizes her own needs.
But I ain't been to sleep and it's been hard to eat
She's experiencing sleeplessness and difficulty eating due to her situation.
I swear I need you like my lung because it's been hard to breathe
She needs someone as much as she needs air because it's become hard for her to breathe.
And if you leave I can't blame you cuz baby I been toxic
She understands that if someone leaves her, it's justifiable because of her toxic behavior.
My heart been gettin colder doin all this hot shit
Her heart has become colder due to engaging in reckless behavior.
We Caught bodies bacc to bacc like a mosh pit
Engaged in dangerous activities or conflicts frequently.
Jail cell or a grave they want me boxed in
There's a risk of ending up in jail or dead, feeling trapped.
I done jumped off on the deep end and baby I been drowning
She has immersed herself deeply and is struggling, feeling overwhelmed.
When it rain I feel pain like I got metal in my body
Metaphorically feeling intense pain during rainy times.
Only way it go away, I pop a pill or catch a body
She resorts to substances or violence to alleviate her pain.
And now I'm all outta pills and they don't wanna be around me
She's out of options and people are distancing themselves from her.
She said I'm toxic
Reiteration of her perceived harmful or damaging nature.
The way my heart dun got so dark
Reiteration of her emotionally dark state.
They say I'm gothic
Reiteration of others seeing her as unconventional or dark.
I been slippin I been fallin for the nonsense
Reiteration of making mistakes and getting caught in meaningless situations.
They know I'm sick they took his life without no conscious
People recognize her illness or turmoil, leading to actions lacking conscience.
She said I'm toxic
Reiteration of her perceived harmful or damaging nature.
The way my heart dun got so dark
Reiteration of her emotionally dark state.
They think I'm gothic
Reiteration of others seeing her as unconventional or deviating from the norm.
I been slippin I been fallin for the nonsense
Reiteration of making mistakes and getting caught in meaningless situations.
I know it's hard for to love cuz me when get toxic
She's aware that it's challenging for someone to love her when she becomes toxic.
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