Lyrics
You always find a way to make me think I need it
You consistently create a perception that I require it.
So how am I supposed to let this go
How am I expected to release this?
I know it's never gonna change
I acknowledge that it's unlikely to alter.
You just keep pushing me away
You continuously distance yourself from me.
But I don't think I'll ever get enough
Despite that, I don't believe I'll ever be satisfied.
(Even though its bad for me)
(Even though it's detrimental to my well-being)
You're the poison in my brain
You are the toxic influence on my thoughts.
Just can't seem to stay away
I can't resist staying away from you.
Even though you're bad for me
Even though being with you is harmful to me.
bad for me You're the needle in my veins
bad for me, You're the source of my destructive habits.
The only way to numb the pain
The only way to escape the emotional pain is through you.
Even though you're bad for me bad for me
Even though being with you is harmful to me.
I try to find a way to cure my addiction.
I attempt to find a solution for my dependence.
Maybe I just need a different drug.
Perhaps I just need a different coping mechanism.
I don't think that I can change,
I don't believe I can change.
And you won't let me get away,
And you prevent me from breaking free.
But I don't wanna pay for your mistakes
But I refuse to bear the consequences of your errors.
But I don't think that I can change,
I don't believe I can change.
And you won't let me get away.
And you won't allow me to escape.
This is the sound of breaking habits.
This is the manifestation of breaking ingrained patterns.
I'm so sick of myself, and I know this is hell, but I can't find a way to escape it
I'm fatigued by my own actions, realizing it's a distressing situation, yet finding no way to break free.
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