Change My Mind
Transforming Shadows: Courtney Marie Andrews' Emotional Journey
Lyrics
I don't recognize the way you see me
I feel a disconnect between how you perceive me and how I see myself.
I don't recognize the way you love
Your expression of love is unfamiliar or different from what I know.
Something deep me inside won't believe you
There's a part of me that resists believing in your sincerity on a deep level.
Even when you tell me I'm enough
Even when you affirm that I am sufficient, I struggle to accept it.
I'm not used to feeling good
I am not accustomed to experiencing positive emotions.
I'm not used to feeling right
Feeling content or correct seems unfamiliar to me.
Maybe you could change my mind
There is a hope or desire for the possibility of changing my perspective.
Change my mind, change my mind
Expressing the wish for a shift in my thinking.
You've given me no reason not to trust you
You have not given me a reason not to trust you.
But I keep looking for new ways to be let down
Despite this, I continually search for potential disappointments.
Trying to break old habits isn't easy
Breaking away from established negative patterns is challenging.
When I'm addicted to losing what I've found
There's a tendency to sabotage positive experiences, possibly due to a comfort in loss.
I'm not used to feeling good
Positive emotions are unfamiliar or infrequent for me.
I'm not used to feeling right
Feeling content or correct seems unfamiliar to me (repeated).
Maybe you could change my mind
Expressing the hope that someone could alter my perspective.
Change my mind, change my mind, change my mind
Reiterating the desire for a change in mindset.
I don't recognize the way you see me
There's a disconnect between how you see me and my self-perception (repeated).
I don't recognize the way you love
Your way of expressing love is still unfamiliar or different (repeated).
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