Drowning In My Addiction
Drowning in Desperation: A Melodic Journey of Self-Reflection
Lyrics
Yeah, I haven't found no inspiration
Feeling devoid of inspiration
So i've been drinking to get the expressions
Using alcohol to express emotions
It feels like floating in my brain
Experiencing a detached feeling in the mind
I just wanted to let go of
Wishing to release negative thoughts
All of those bad thought
Struggling with troubling thoughts
So i drunk a loads of stuff just to get far enough
Consuming alcohol excessively to distance oneself
Just because i'm trying to get out
Attempting to escape from a situation
I don't want to keep those thoughts
Desiring to discard negative thoughts
Now i am starting to feel mellow
Starting to feel relaxed due to alcohol
But i'll keep begging for more
Continuously seeking more alcohol despite feeling mellow
I was begging for help
Pleading for assistance
But it's to late to
Believing it's too late for help
Save me
Feeling beyond rescue or salvation
Now I gave up on myself
Abandoning self-hope
I'm Trying to let go of myself
Attempting to detach from one's own identity
I'm trying to let go of those thoughts but...
Struggling to let go of negative thoughts
I'm Trying to let go of myself
Trying to separate from self-identity
I'm Trying to let go
Making an effort to release
Shame on me...
Expressing regret or self-blame
Shame on me
Self-condemnation or feeling unworthy
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