Alcohol Poisoning
Breaking Free from Demons: Alcohol Poisoning by Twilight Creeps
Lyrics
I've walked this fine line with a smile in this place
I've navigated a delicate balance with a smile in this place.
I'm fucking lost to myself and everyone I face
I feel completely lost within myself and in my interactions with others.
I've said 1000 times that this would be the last time
I've claimed multiple times that this behavior would cease.
But I know that isn't how it's going to be
I acknowledge that it's unlikely to happen as I'm aware of my own patterns.
This fever never ends
This struggle or turmoil is persistent.
When alcohol gets in
Alcohol exacerbates my troubles.
My mouth is caught on fire
Under the influence, my speech feels intense and uncontrollable.
My words make me a liar
My words betray me, leading to dishonesty.
This demon always wins
The destructive force within (perhaps addiction) consistently triumphs.
I'll let myself give in
I willingly succumb to my struggles.
Another night just like the one before
Experiencing another night similar to those in the past.
So sick of choking on life
Expressing weariness and dissatisfaction with life's challenges.
And these tired bloodshot eyes
Conveying exhaustion through bloodshot eyes.
At seeing how things could be if I just set myself free
Reflecting on the potential for a better life if I break free from my struggles.
I've been a prisoner to myself ever since the day I started
I've been confined by my own actions since the beginning.
Now I'm taking what I've got and leaving town
Deciding to take whatever I have and depart from this place.
I've walked this fine line with a smile in this place
Reiterating the theme of navigating a challenging situation with a smile.
I'm fucking lost to myself and everyone I face
Continuing to feel lost within myself and in my interactions.
I've said 1000 times that this would be the last time
Repeating the claim that this would be the last time.
But I know that isn't how it's going to be
Acknowledging the unlikelihood of real change.
This fever never ends
Emphasizing the persistent and unending nature of the struggle.
When alcohol Gets in
Repeating the negative impact of alcohol on the situation.
My mouth is caught on fire
Describing the intense and consuming effect of alcohol on speech.
My words make me a liar
Admitting that my words, under the influence, lead to falsehood.
This demon always wins
Recognizing the consistent triumph of the internal demon or struggle.
I'll let myself give in
Choosing to surrender to the internal turmoil.
Another night just like the one before
Anticipating another night mirroring past experiences.
So sick of choking on life
Expressing frustration with the difficulties of life.
And these tired bloodshot eyes
Highlighting the physical toll through tired and bloodshot eyes.
Art seeing how things could be if I just set myself free
Picturing a better life if I break free from my struggles.
I've been a prisoner to myself ever since the day I started
Acknowledging self-imprisonment since the beginning of a certain behavior.
Now I'm taking what I've got and leaving town
Deciding to leave the current situation with whatever I have.
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