OLD WAYS
Journey through Shadows: Z.C Da Kidd's Struggle with Inner Demons
Lyrics
Been feelin' so lost can't find my way
Expressing a sense of being lost and unable to find direction.
Walkin' down this road day after day
Continuing to navigate through life's challenges consistently.
Tryin' to escape this constant pain
Attempting to escape ongoing emotional distress.
That you put inside my fucked up and broken brain
Referring to the emotional damage caused by someone.
Back to my old ways
Returning to previous negative behaviors or habits.
But I won't change it and I can't escape it
Unwilling to change or break free from destructive patterns.
I'm fadin' away
Experiencing a gradual decline or deterioration.
Lost my patience and I can't take it
Having lost tolerance and unable to endure a situation.
Been feelin' like I'm not enough
Feeling inadequate or insufficient.
Stuck in the middle but not givin' up
Struggling in a difficult position but refusing to give up.
Thinkin' bout' my past and I'm taking hella' back now
Reflecting on past experiences and regretting certain actions.
One more time I can hit it then I dash out (Huh)
Indicating a desire to leave a situation quickly.
Hit it one more time, boutta' smoke this blunt I'm tryna' get high
Planning to smoke to cope with stress and seek a high.
Sayin' that she love me but never by my side
Expressing a sense of loneliness despite being told "I love you."
All this pain buildin' up yeah it's fuckin' up my mind
Acknowledging the accumulation of emotional pain affecting the mind.
Back to my old ways
Reverting to negative behaviors or habits once again.
But I won't change it and I can't escape it
Resisting change and feeling trapped in destructive patterns.
I'm fadin' away
Experiencing a gradual decline or deterioration (repeated).
Lost my patience and I can't take it
Having lost tolerance and unable to endure a situation (repeated).
Back to my old ways
Returning to previous negative behaviors or habits (repeated).
But I won't change it and I can't escape it
Unwilling to change or break free from destructive patterns (repeated).
I'm fadin' away
Experiencing a gradual decline or deterioration (repeated).
Lost my patience and I can't take it
Having lost tolerance and unable to endure a situation (repeated).
Been feelin' like I'm not enough
Feeling inadequate or insufficient (repeated).
Stuck in the middle but not givin' up
Struggling in a difficult position but refusing to give up (repeated).
Thinkin' bout' my past and I'm taking hella' back now
Reflecting on past experiences and regretting certain actions (repeated).
One more time I can hit it then I dash out (Huh)
Indicating a desire to leave a situation quickly (repeated).
Hit it one more time, boutta' smoke this blunt I'm tryna' get high
Planning to smoke to cope with stress and seek a high (repeated).
Sayin' that she love me but never by my side
Expressing a sense of loneliness despite being told "I love you" (repeated).
All this pain buildin' up yeah it's fuckin' up my mind
Acknowledging the accumulation of emotional pain affecting the mind (repeated).
Back to my old ways
Reverting to negative behaviors or habits once again (repeated).
But I won't change it and I can't escape it
Resisting change and feeling trapped in destructive patterns (repeated).
I'm fadin' away
Experiencing a gradual decline or deterioration (repeated).
Lost my patience and I can't take it
Having lost tolerance and unable to endure a situation (repeated).
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