G.A.B.O.S
Emotional Turmoil Unleashed: G.A.B.O.S by Single Digit Salute
Lyrics
I'm a slave to it
I am entrapped or controlled by something.
A mouse stuck in a maze
I feel like a helpless creature navigating a complex situation.
Can't escape
I cannot break free from this situation.
There's no peace inside, no calming of the waves
There is inner turmoil and no inner peace.
Ain't it funny?
Reflecting on the irony of the situation.
How badly I deal with pain
I struggle to cope with emotional pain.
So I'll take the meds and drink until my vomit clogs the drain
Resorting to substances to cope, even to the point of excess.
Yet another pale face
Observing someone with a pale face, possibly reflecting sickness or distress.
Yet another masquerade
Noting another instance of people hiding their true selves.
Yet another dead man walking
Describing a person who seems lifeless or devoid of purpose.
Keep no steady pace
Life lacks a consistent and stable rhythm.
Yet I feel so unafraid
Despite uncertainties, feeling fearless.
Of any act that's portrayed
Unfazed by actions and behaviors displayed by others.
Tried to live right by the book but all the pages were decayed
Attempts to live according to moral principles, but circumstances are challenging.
Fuck up my future
Intentionally making choices that jeopardize one's future.
I'm walking pollution
Feeling like a source of contamination or negativity.
Can't find no escape
Struggling to find a way out of a confusing situation.
All I find is confusion
Experiencing only disorder and lack of clarity.
I'll fuck up my future
Willing to sacrifice the future for a sense of forgiveness or redemption.
Just to feel some absolution
Emphasizing the importance of the current emotional state.
This feelings paramount
Highlighting the significance of a particular feeling or experience.
The Emotional execution
Referring to a process of intense emotional experience.
Death stays
Mentioning the presence of death in the narrator's immediate surroundings.
In my bed frame
Death is a constant companion, even in a personal space like a bed.
While I wage claim
Engaging in a struggle while asserting ownership.
Mainframe
A metaphorical reference to a central processing unit filled with guilt or regret.
Is full of self shame
Feeling deep shame within oneself.
FUCKING MAYDAY
An intense expression, possibly indicating a crisis or emergency.
Payday
Referencing a day when financial obligations are met.
Oh what a great day
Sarcastically describing a supposedly great day.
Go on and play day
Suggesting engaging in activities without serious intent.
Go get on your knees and pray to what makes okay day
Mocking the act of seeking solace through prayer.
Fuck up my future
Reiterating the willingness to make choices that harm one's future.
I'm walking pollution
Continuing to feel like a source of negativity.
Can't find no escape
Still struggling to find clarity and escape from a confusing situation.
All I find is confusion
Experiencing disorder and a lack of understanding.
I'll fuck up my future
Willing to sacrifice the future for a sense of forgiveness or redemption, again.
Just to feel some absolution
Emphasizing the importance of the current emotional state, again.
This feelings paramount
Highlighting the significance of a particular feeling or experience, again.
The Emotional execution
Referring to the intense process of experiencing emotions, again.
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