Lyrics
With my vodka on the table
Reflecting on personal actions with a bottle of vodka prominently present.
And everyone around me drinking shots
Observing others in the social setting consuming shots of alcohol.
Was I able
Questioning one's capability or capacity in a certain situation.
To stumble home forgetting that we fought
Considering the possibility of returning home without remembering a recent conflict.
It's the fable
Describing the situation as a narrative or story.
Of calling someone knowing that I'm not
Acknowledging the act of reaching out to someone while being aware of insincerity.
I'm not stable
Expressing a lack of emotional stability.
Just hitting cars and wondering how
Engaging in reckless behavior, possibly with a metaphorical reference to relationships.
Oh if I want the wild life
Contemplating the desire for a wild and adventurous lifestyle.
I'd drive a thousand miles
Willingness to go to great lengths to escape the current environment.
Just to leave this city and
Expressing a longing to feel special or important.
Feel like I'm a star
Desiring to escape and experience a sense of stardom.
Oh if I want to read through
Considering the possibility of reading extensively.
A hundred books at once
Questioning the motivation to read multiple books simultaneously.
Would I read at all
Raising doubts about the likelihood of reading at all.
If someone listened to my heart
Contemplating the impact of someone paying attention to one's emotions.
But no one does
Highlighting a perceived lack of genuine interest from others.
With my dress clothes on the mantle
Noting the presence of formal attire on display.
And cigarettes all ashed out at my feet
Describing a scene with cigarette butts scattered on the floor.
With broken sandals
Mentioning damaged footwear and coffee stains as symbolic elements.
And coffee stains still covering my sheets
Referencing a sense of disorder and untidiness in personal surroundings.
And my hands are
Emphasizing physical trembling, possibly due to emotional or mental turmoil.
Still trembling as I pour another drink
Repeatedly highlighting the ongoing emotional struggle through the act of pouring another drink.
Still trembling as I pour another drink
-Still trembling as I pour another drink
-Still trembling as I pour another drink
-Still trembling as I pour another drink
-As I pour another drink
Continuing the theme of seeking solace or escape through alcohol.
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