BAD HABITS
Embracing Imperfections: Thelonious Love's Journey through Bad Habits
Lyrics
I gotta tell the truth to ya
I need to be honest with you
Don't wanna make excuses with ya
I don't want to offer excuses to you
I let my anger get the best of me
I allowed my anger to control me
And now these people wanna punish me
Now people want to punish me for my actions
I know I did some things, I crossed the line
I acknowledge that I did some wrong things, crossed boundaries
I'm still paying for it right now
I am still facing consequences for my actions
I hope you praying for me right now
I hope you are praying for me at this moment
Demons preying on me, back down
Demons are attacking me, but I won't back down
I'm the only one that really knows
I'm the only one who truly understands
Hide the pain, I never really let it show
I hide my pain, never really show it
I use drink like I'm sick, smoke la la ish, I was losing my grip
I used substances and engaged in destructive behavior
I'm not allowed to have a bad day?
Am I not allowed to have a bad day?
No longer worried bout what y'all say
I no longer care about what others say
Y'all gone make me need a therapists
External opinions might lead me to seek therapy
And I don't care if you ain't feeling this
I don't care if you don't like this
Bad Habits, I got a few too
I have bad habits, and so do you
Bad habits, me and you
We both have bad habits
Say you don't, we know it ain't true
If you say you don't, it's not true
Bad Habits, Bad Habits
We both have bad habits
I was fucked up. Far out!
I was in a messed-up state
She broke my heart and then I slept around.
My heart was broken, and I sought comfort in various ways
Been on a journey tryna get free
I've been on a journey to find freedom
I want my people to really know me
I want people to truly understand who I am
I'm a whole ass mood, don't test me
I'm a complex and emotional person, don't provoke me
Don't like a lot of questions, don't you press me
I don't like too many questions, don't interrogate me
Quick to anger, throw hands, don't upset me
I get angry quickly, don't provoke me
Neva, neva, neva, neva disrespect me
Never disrespect me
I got these voices in my head telling me I'm wrong
I have conflicting thoughts in my mind, questioning my actions
Doubting myself, insecure about these songs
I doubt myself, insecure about my music
Writing verses doesn't mean I mend my wrongs
Writing verses doesn't absolve me of my mistakes
I gotta hold on
I need to hold on and stay strong
I gotta stand strong
I'm still learning to take time for myself
I'm still learning how to take time
I maintain connections with certain friends
I stay connected to some friends of mine
I never feel ashamed of what I did
I neva shame myself for what I did
I have changed for the better, surrounded by better influences
I changed myself. Better circles. Betta let me live!
We all have bad habits, let me live
Bad Habits, I got a few
We both have bad habits
Bad habits, Me and you
-Say you don't, I know it ain't true
If you deny having bad habits, it's not true
Bad Habits, Bad Habits
We both have bad habits
Stop looking at your ex's instagram
Stop obsessing over your ex's social media
Stop looking at your ex's instagram
-Stop looking at your ex instagram
-Stop looking at your ex instagram
-That's like spam mail.
It's as pointless as spam mail
That's like spam mail.
-Block that shit.
Block that negativity
Block that bitch!
-Block that bitch!
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