Lyrics
It's four in the morning but I can barely keep still
Feeling restless at 4 AM, unable to stay calm
My mind won't shut up, it's getting cold, I'm losing sleep again
Mentally restless, feeling cold, and experiencing sleep deprivation
Often I'm all alone and I can usually get by
Usually comfortable alone but recently struggling emotionally
Lately it's killing me and I can't tell why
Recently experiencing extreme emotional distress without a clear reason
It's just getting to me, getting to me again
Repeatedly feeling overwhelmed by circumstances
Will this ever end? I'm in over my head
Questioning if the situation will ever improve, feeling overwhelmed
Struggling, struggling once again
Continuing to face difficulties and challenges
Will I be enough? I'm close to giving up
Questioning self-worth and considering giving up
I'm lost in the darkness
Feeling lost in a state of emotional darkness
Just trying to find someone to hold on to
Seeking emotional support from someone to hold onto
It's just getting to me, it's getting to me once again
Repeatedly feeling overwhelmed by circumstances
I'm getting worse again
Noticing a deterioration in personal well-being
I'm getting worse again
Emphasizing the worsening mental state
I know it seems like I deliberately seek out pain
Seeming to seek pain unintentionally due to familiarity
But it's all I've ever known and it just might keep me sane
Suggesting familiarity with pain as a means of coping
I'm sorry if all I do is just run away and hide
Apologizing for avoiding situations and seeking refuge
But I can't do this alone, I need someone by my side
Expressing the need for support and companionship
It's just getting to me, getting to me again
Repeatedly feeling overwhelmed by circumstances
Will this ever end? I'm in over my head
Questioning if the situation will ever improve, feeling overwhelmed
Struggling, struggling once again
Continuing to face difficulties and challenges
Will I be enough? I'm close to giving up
Questioning self-worth and considering giving up
I'm lost in the darkness
Feeling lost in a state of emotional darkness
Just trying to find someone to hold on to
Seeking emotional support from someone to hold onto
It's just getting to me, it's getting to me once again
Repeatedly feeling overwhelmed by circumstances
I'm getting worse again
Noticing a deterioration in personal well-being
I'm getting worse again
Emphasizing the worsening mental state
I hated that it came to this, cuz I always knew it would
Regretting the inevitability of the current situation
I hated that it came to this, cuz I always knew it would
-Because it's just getting to me, it's getting to me again
Repeatedly feeling overwhelmed by circumstances
Will this ever end? I'm in over my head
Questioning if the situation will ever improve, feeling overwhelmed
Struggling, struggling once again
Continuing to face difficulties and challenges
Will I be enough? I'm close to giving up
Questioning self-worth and considering giving up
I'm lost in the darkness
Feeling lost in a state of emotional darkness
Just trying to find someone to hold on to
Seeking emotional support from someone to hold onto
It's getting to me, it's getting to me
Intensifying feelings of being overwhelmed
It's getting to me
Reiterating the emotional toll
I'm getting worse again
Noticing a deterioration in personal well-being
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