Wait
Endless Waiting: Timmy Taylor's Heartfelt Reflections on Unrequited Loyalty
Lyrics
So sick of being used for someone else's gain
Expressing frustration at being used for someone else's benefit.
When I'm the one always feeling the pain
Feeling constant emotional pain despite being the one used.
I don't know why I always do it to myself
Reflecting on a pattern of self-inflicted pain and questioning the reasons behind it.
I keep coming back just to be put up on a shelf
Returning to a situation where one feels neglected or overlooked.
There I'll wait till I'm needed again
Waiting to be utilized again in a space that feels empty and confining.
Trapped in this empty space you call a den
Feeling trapped in a place described as an empty den.
I'll sit here and listen for the next conference call
Awaiting and anticipating involvement in a conference call, possibly work-related.
I think I'm about to break my own damn protocol
Considering breaking personal rules or protocols due to emotional strain.
I'm tired of not sleeping cause my brains stuck in the stride
Experiencing sleep deprivation due to mental distress and a relentless routine.
Plagued by the memories from the bottom side
Tormented by memories from a challenging or difficult past.
Part of me knows that this won't end
Recognizing that the current situation may not have a resolution.
And all I'll ever be is just that one friend
Accepting a role as a reliable friend but feeling limited in that capacity.
The one that you call to when there's no one else
Being the go-to person when others have no one else to turn to.
And I'll be stuck here drowning till I lose all of myself
Feeling overwhelmed and losing one's identity in the process of helping others.
I'm sick of always having to wait
Expressing frustration with the constant need to wait for things to change.
One of these days it'll be too late
Fearing that there will come a point where waiting becomes too late.
I never thought I'd see the day
Unexpectedly facing a situation where personal deterioration is observed.
Where I'd have to watch myself slip away
Witnessing a decline in oneself from a state of stability or familiarity.
Fall apart from something I once knew
Experiencing emotional breakdown due to a loss of something significant.
Never thought I could be this mad at you
Expressing anger or disappointment towards someone close.
This shits gone way too fucking far
Describing a situation as having gone too far, possibly beyond repair.
My eyes are closing everything is getting dark
Feeling a sense of impending darkness and closure.
As everything around me falls apart
Observing the world falling apart as personal circumstances worsen.
I think I'm almost ready for the end of things to start
Preparing emotionally for an inevitable end or change.
I'm tired of not sleeping cause my brains stuck in the stride
Reiteration of sleep troubles due to persistent mental struggles.
Plagued by the memories from the bottom side
Continued haunting by memories from a difficult past.
Part of me knows that this won't end
Acknowledging the likely continuation of a challenging situation.
And all I'll ever be is just that one friend
Resigned to the role of being a reliable friend with limited expectations.
The one that you call for when there's no one else
Being the last resort for someone in need when no one else is available.
And I'll be stuck here drowning till I lose all of myself
Anticipating personal decline and losing oneself in the process.
I'm sick of always having to wait
Expressing weariness of the constant waiting for change.
One of these days it'll be too late
Fearing that procrastination or delay may lead to irreversible consequences.
I'm tired of not sleeping cause my brains stuck in the stride
Reiteration of sleep troubles due to persistent mental struggles.
Plagued by the memories from the bottom side
Continued haunting by memories from a difficult past.
Part of me knows that this won't end
Acknowledging the likely continuation of a challenging situation.
And all I'll ever be is just that one friend
Resigned to the role of being a reliable friend with limited expectations.
The one that you call for when there's no one else
Being the last resort for someone in need when no one else is available.
And I'll be stuck here drowning till I lose all of myself
Anticipating personal decline and losing oneself in the process.
I'm sick of always having to wait
Expressing weariness of the constant waiting for change.
One of these days it'll be too late
Fearing that procrastination or delay may lead to irreversible consequences.
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