Lyrics
I still your face around my room
I still see your face around my room
Somehow still hoping I'd see you soon
Despite the absence, I am still anticipating seeing you soon
While I'm waiting to around for something to happen
While waiting for something significant to occur
I'm so fucking angry you made me so happy
I'm deeply upset that you made me so happy
Oh did you think of me when you were with him
Did you think of me when you were with someone else?
Or did you turn the other way once again
Or did you intentionally avoid thinking about me once more?
How it hurts me to call you my friend
It pains me to refer to you as my friend
But I know that I'd do it again
However, I acknowledge that I would repeat this situation
Our favorite song on the radio
A favorite song of ours playing on the radio
Heard it in my head just bout an hour ago
I remembered hearing it in my mind just an hour ago
I let it play I don't know why
Although I let it play, I'm uncertain why
I fucked up the lyrics like I did every time
I messed up the lyrics as I always do
I cant keep running around in different ways
I cannot continue chasing after you in various ways
While I was caught staring at your freckles and your pretty face
Caught in admiration of your freckles and beauty
Oh did you think of me when you were with him
Did thoughts of me cross your mind when you were with someone else?
Or did you turn the other way once again
Or did you deliberately ignore me again?
How it hurts me to call you my friend
It's painful to consider you as a friend
But I know that I'd do it again
Nevertheless, I am aware that I might repeat this cycle
The way it hurts just like a cigarette burn
The pain I feel is comparable to a cigarette burn
It clouds my lungs it twists my mind
It affects my well-being both mentally and physically
I'm just so sick of your dirty lies
I'm tired of your deceitful lies
They're just another waste of my time
They're just wasting my time once more
Well I want to know
I want to understand
Did you think of me when you were with him
Were you thinking of me when you were with someone else?
Or did you turn the other way once again
Or did you intentionally ignore me once again?
How it hurts me to call you my friend
It's painful to label you as a friend
But I know that I'd do it again and again and again and again
Yet, I acknowledge that I would repeat this situation multiple times
And again and again and again
Emphasizes the cyclical nature of the pain and repeated contemplation
And again and again and again
-And again and again and again
-And again and again and again
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