Lyrics
I'm just calling cuz I've had a drink or two
Calling after having a few drinks, possibly seeking courage or emotional release.
And I'm just calling cuz every song reminds me of you
Every song triggers thoughts of the person being addressed in the call.
I'm just calling cuz I noticed my message went through
Acknowledging that the message was delivered and seeking a conversation.
Cuz they now say delivered so let me have a word with you
Noticing the message delivery status, wanting to talk and express feelings.
Listen I just wanna get it off my chest
Expressing a desire to share pent-up emotions or thoughts.
I think that it was real messed up
Believing a situation was messed up, expressing frustration.
But I must be a lunatic cuz
Reflecting on personal feelings and questioning own sanity.
I'm the only one still dangerously in love
Feeling deeply in love despite challenges and difficulties.
And baby the last time I swear it really didn't have to go that far
Regretting a past incident and feeling it didn't have to escalate.
Thought we finally made it past the bullshit but
Thinking that past issues were resolved, but realizing they persist.
But i see you haven't changed at all
Observing that the person being called hasn't changed.
I'm just calling cuz I'm in town
Being in town, possibly unexpected, and wanting to connect.
Somehow I ended up by ya mama's house
Ending up near the other person's family, feeling overwhelmed.
Overwhelmed with emotions so I pulled to the side
Feeling strong emotions and needing to talk about it.
Baby answer the phone I'm just calling so i can get it out
Requesting a response to the call, expressing urgency.
And I thought I saw your car and then I thought
Having doubts about recognizing the other person's car.
Nah wait, this can't be true
Questioning the authenticity of the observed situation.
Baby how is this love when its been
Reflecting on the lack of love in the relationship.
Months since I've seen you
Noticing a significant time gap since the last meeting.
You fed me all the lies
Feeling deceived by lies and broken promises.
And too many empty promises
Expressing dissatisfaction with empty promises.
Played victim too often but stupid me
Acknowledging playing the victim but staying loyal.
Protected you through all of it
Remaining loyal despite difficulties.
I'm just calling cuz I'm in my feelings
Being emotionally affected and expressing feelings.
If I'm honest I'm just calling cuz I really miss you
Calling because of missing the other person sincerely.
I'm just calling cuz this is getting to be too much
Feeling overwhelmed and expressing emotional burden.
One day I want to spend my life with you
Having conflicting feelings about the relationship.
The next I'm questioning love
Experiencing uncertainty and doubts about love.
And I ended up scrolling the gram and I landed on your page
Reflecting on memories after seeing social media posts.
So now I'm thinking about all the memories we made, I'm just call'n
Revisiting memories and expressing the need to talk.
But I'm not gone lie baby you deserve an Oscar for the show you put on
Acknowledging the other person's acting skills and deception.
Had me thinking I had your love
Realizing that the love received was not genuine.
When you know i wasn't the only one
Discovering infidelity and questioning the relationship.
I'm just calling to say you ain't shit
Criticizing the other person and expressing disappointment.
I gave you the best part of me and you didn't deserve it
Feeling unappreciated after giving the best in the relationship.
But I guess you can call me the crazy one
Acknowledging one's own emotional struggles and conflicts.
I keep doing this to myself knowing
Recognizing a pattern of self-harm despite knowing better.
You ain't the one
Acknowledging the truth about the other person.
And if I keep it real I think you know this just as well as I do
Expressing a shared understanding of the reality of the relationship.
You say you love me yet I'm out here looking like got damn fool
Feeling deceived and questioning the authenticity of love.
It's not that I don't want out cuz baby I swear i do
Expressing a desire to move on but struggling due to emotional attachment.
But I'd just be fooling myself cuz my heart won't let go of you
Admitting difficulty in letting go due to emotional attachment.
Im just calling cuz I'm all over the place
Feeling emotionally scattered and needing to talk.
I'm just calling cuz you made me this way
Attributing emotional state to the actions of the other person.
I'm just calling cuz it's one of them days
Calling because it's a difficult day emotionally.
And I'm just calling cuz I needed to say
Expressing the need to communicate certain thoughts or feelings.
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