Lyrics
Still vacant
Feeling of emptiness or unoccupied
Still stuck in my ways, I'm still chasing
Continuing old habits while pursuing
On this quest for love, I'm still pacing
Searching for love but at a steady pace
Gave you all of my time, just felt wasted
Invested time feels like it was not worthwhile
What's a plan b, when you everything you planned to be
No backup plan when achieving your goals
What's a life in the lights, if you don't care to see
Success means little if not appreciated
Heart colder than Jermaine on a Keyshia song
Emotionally distant like Jermaine on a Keyshia Cole song
And every time they say my name, just know you did me wrong
Associating pain with hearing one's name
In a relationship with you and the music
Equating relationship commitment with music
If I slip up in my mind, I'm probably gon' lose it
Fear of losing control mentally
Cause if I lose you, chances are I lose myself
Connects losing the person with losing oneself
And if I lose the music, I lose everything else
Importance of music in life's balance
Thought you was the love of my life
Belief in someone as the ultimate love
Forever love you for free, see how my heart pay the price
Loving deeply despite the emotional cost
She was never who I thought she was, that's the shit that hurt
Realization of a discrepancy in perceptions
She was always who she said she was, maybe that's what's worse
Acceptance of the person's true nature
Maybe I like what's wrong for me
Attraction to what's not beneficial
On trial for love, convicted wrongfully
Feeling wrongly convicted in love
Blocked before the text went through, please don't call for me
Intentionally avoiding contact
DND, no bypass, no withdraws for me
Refusing any form of engagement
Still vacant
Reiterating a sense of emptiness
Still stuck in my ways, I'm still chasing
Continuing old habits while pursuing
On this quest for love, I'm still pacing
Consistent pursuit of love
Gave you all of my time, just felt wasted
Invested time feels like it was not worthwhile
What's a plan b, when you everything you planned to be
No backup plan when achieving your goals
What's a life in the lights, if you don't care to see
Success means little if not appreciated
Heart colder than Jermaine on a Keyshia song
Emotionally distant like Jermaine on a Keyshia Cole song
And every time they say my name, just know you did me wrong
Associating pain with hearing one's name
Did me wrong, but I can't act like I ain't guilty too
Admitting fault but acknowledging the other's advantage
But you had a parachute, and all I had was you
One-sided reliance on the relationship
We was picture perfect, now we a collage
Transition from perfect to fragmented relationship
Paint outside the line, mirage
Creating an illusion outside boundaries
Hurt behind shit I can't fix is becoming bothersome
Pain from unresolvable issues
Ran out of fucks to give, now you tryna borrow some
Running out of emotional energy
Pour up the Tito's, Teremana for me though
Drinking to cope, while maintaining a strong image
Out in public, no government, it's young Freako
Displaying confidence despite inner turmoil
Handsome fly nigga maneuvering with a wounded heart
Protecting the person's reputation
They could never talk down on you, ima let it spark
Willingness to fight for the person
Cry bout you, ride bout you, you could be the mother of my kids, so fuck it, I'll die bout you (That's a fact)
Extreme dedication despite circumstances
Still vacant
Feeling of emptiness or unoccupied
Still stuck in my ways, I'm still chasing
Continuing old habits while pursuing
On this quest for love, I'm still pacing
Searching for love but at a steady pace
Gave you all of my time, just felt wasted
Invested time feels like it was not worthwhile
What's a plan b, when you everything you planned to be
No backup plan when achieving your goals
What's a life in the lights, if you don't care to see
Success means little if not appreciated
Heart colder than Jermaine on a Keyshia song
Emotionally distant like Jermaine on a Keyshia Cole song
And every time they say my name, just know you did me wrong
Associating pain with hearing one's name
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