Lyrics
I can't find nobody to love me back
I feel unloved and struggle to find someone who reciprocates my love.
Every time I breathe, it's heart attack
Every breath I take feels like it causes me emotional pain or stress.
Smoke in my lungs, please, fight for my country
I engage in behaviors like smoking, possibly as a coping mechanism, while thinking about the challenges faced by my country.
Fucked up my money (fucked up my money)
I have made mistakes that have negatively impacted my financial situation.
I can't find nobody to slow me down
I resist slowing down and avoiding distractions or negative influences in my life.
Every time that they try, I can't be found
Attempts to intervene or change my course are unsuccessful.
Fucked up my cuff links, die for my country
I've damaged my personal connections or relationships and contemplate sacrifice for my country.
Why don't you want me (to survive)?
Questioning why others may not want me to survive or succeed.
I can't find no reason to not stay, I
Struggling to find a compelling reason to continue living.
Every time I try, it's suicide
Each attempt to overcome challenges or difficulties feels like a form of self-destruction.
Feels like I'm falling, can't hear you calling
Experiencing a sense of detachment and inability to respond to external calls for help.
Your words still harm me
Despite attempts, hurtful words still affect me emotionally.
I'm bawling (now I'm just bawling)
Expressing deep emotional pain and distress, possibly due to financial issues, political instability, and personal struggles.
Tears got me bawling
-Money got me bawling
-My eyes been bawling
-President keep falling
Reference to a president facing challenges or criticism.
My fate still stormy
Despite difficulties, my destiny remains uncertain and turbulent.
You should be cautious
Advising caution, comparing it to the caution associated with yellow tape.
Like yellow tape, keep caution
Emphasizing the need to avoid sudden stops or interruptions in life.
Don't hit the brakes too often
-I'm so damn exhausted
Feeling extremely tired or drained.
I pull up on you like marksmen
Describing a confident and assertive approach, possibly in relationships or life in general.
Like Logo Man in Portland
-Please, don't leave me open
-I see green like Boston
-She wet like a dolphin
-My head filled with endorphins
Experiencing a positive and euphoric mental state, possibly influenced by positive factors.
My head filled with endorphins
-(My head filled)
Repetition of the euphoric mental state.
(My head filled)
-Is it real? Is it real? Does it feel real real?
Questioning the reality and authenticity of positive feelings.
Does it feel real real? Really real? (Yes)
-I'm cold like Steve Austin
Using metaphors to describe a feeling of emotional coldness turning into warmth and passion.
I'm out here defrosting
-I feel like I'm hot now
-I'm heating up, I'm scorching
Feeling a rise in confidence and intensity, possibly in a creative or personal context.
Don't put 'em on me, I torch 'em
-I mighty, I'm morphing
Expressing a sense of personal growth and transformation.
Knew I was that nigga back in kindergarten
Reflecting on early recognition of personal capabilities and a thirst for knowledge.
So got so much knowledge so I just absorb it
-She always got a phone now, told her no more recording
Setting boundaries, possibly in relationships, regarding privacy and recording.
The twenties came in this bitch, they came in roaring
Nostalgia for a past time, specifically referencing basketball player Kobe Bryant.
Take me back to a time when Kobe was still balling
-'Cause now I'm just
Blank line.
Bawling (now I'm just bawling)
Repetition of the earlier expression of emotional pain and distress, suggesting its persistence despite positive moments.
Tears got me bawling
-Money got me bawling
-My eyes been bawling
-President keep falling
-My fate still stormy
-You should be cautious
-Like yellow tape, keep caution
-Don't hit the brakes too often
-I'm so damn exhausted
-I pull up on you like marksmen
-Like Logo Man in Portland
-Please, don't leave me open
-I see green like Boston
-She wet like a dolphin
-My head filled with endorphins
-My head filled with endorphins
-(My head filled)
-(My head filled)
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