Lyrics
There's a side to me
Expressing a hidden aspect of oneself
I never want the world to see
Desire to conceal this aspect from the world
I know that if I let it free
Awareness that revealing it may lead to judgment
They would probably judge me
Anticipating negative opinions if the hidden side is exposed
Judge me
Repetition emphasizes the fear of judgment
I lay in bed at night
Reflecting on thoughts while lying in bed
Watch you as you try to break my mind
Observing someone attempting to disturb the speaker's thoughts
Used to be a friend to me
Highlighting a shift from friendship to enmity
Now you're just my enemy
Labeling the person as an adversary
So fucking full of jealousy
Expressing intense jealousy in the adversary
Will you ever let me be happy?
Questioning if the adversary will allow the speaker's happiness
Happy
Repeating the desire for happiness
There's a side to you
Acknowledging a hidden side of the adversary
I kinda wish I never knew
Expressing regret about discovering this side
It's good to know you got one too
Recognizing a shared vulnerability in the adversary
All the shit you put me through, it ain't true
Denying the truth of the hardships imposed by the adversary
It ain't true
Reiterating the falseness of the hardships
I lay in bed at night
Repeating the act of reflecting on thoughts in bed
Watch you as you try to break my mind
Observing the continued attempt to disturb the speaker's peace of mind
You used to be a friend to me
Echoing the transformation of a friend into an enemy
Now you're just my enemy
Reiterating the adversary label
So fucking full of jealousy
Reaffirming the intense jealousy in the adversary
Will you ever let me be happy?
Questioning if the adversary will permit the speaker's happiness
Happy
Repeating the desire for happiness
Happy
Reiterating the longing for happiness
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