Misunderstood
Navigating Pain: Torrian Ball's Struggle with Misunderstanding
Lyrics
My dad doing life in a max prison
Expressing that the speaker's father is serving a life sentence in a maximum-security prison.
My mom overdosed and died from addiction
Revealing that the speaker's mother passed away due to a drug overdose, highlighting the impact of addiction.
My brother lost his life in car collision
Indicating the loss of the speaker's brother in a car accident.
Seeing my grandma in that grave got me in my feelings
Describing the emotional impact of seeing the speaker's grandmother's grave.
Most the people that I love are no longer living
Expressing the theme of significant people in the speaker's life no longer being alive.
So forgive me if you feel like I been acting distant
Apologizing for any perceived emotional distance, possibly due to the speaker's challenging experiences.
Its some friends I ain't spoke to in a minute
Acknowledging a lack of communication with certain friends over an extended period.
Just know its love but my anxiety be fucking tripping
Explaining that love exists but is affected by the speaker's anxiety, causing difficulties.
I wanna chill but my mind make me think I'm ill
Expressing a desire to relax, but the speaker's mind creates feelings of being unwell.
And I'll never tell a soul about the pain I feel
Promising to keep personal pain hidden from others.
I used to prescription pills just to sit still
Revealing past use of prescription pills to manage mental states or emotions.
Aderal had me skipping all kind of meals
Describing the side effect of appetite suppression due to using Aderal.
Trying to stay focused but I cant think straight
Struggling to maintain focus and mental clarity.
All of this lack of sleep got me losing weight
Connecting lack of sleep to weight loss, indicating the toll of mental struggles on physical health.
Weed got me paranoid I don't feel safe
Expressing paranoia and a lack of safety associated with marijuana use.
Trust issues got me thinking everybody fake
Discussing trust issues and a perception that people around the speaker are fake.
They talk behind my back but quiet in my face
Highlighting the contradiction of people talking negatively about the speaker behind their back.
My family come around and don't know what to say
Describing a sense of awkwardness when family is present, possibly due to unspoken tensions.
Feel like the love in my heart turning into hate
Expressing a transformation of love in the speaker's heart into feelings of hate.
Its like I'm trapped in my brain and I can't escape
Feeling trapped in the speaker's own mind with no apparent means of escape.
Thought the million views would make me feel good
Reflecting on the expectation that achieving a million views would bring emotional fulfillment.
Made it out the hood and moved to Hollywood
Describing a move from a challenging environment to Hollywood, potentially for better opportunities.
Thought my blood would be proud I made it out the mud
Anticipating pride from family for overcoming difficulties, but the result is feeling misunderstood.
But all it did was make me feel misunderstood
Summarizing that despite external achievements, the speaker still feels misunderstood and emotionally conflicted.
Misunderstood
Reiteration of the pervasive feeling of being misunderstood by family, friends, and the world, concluding with a general statement of personal misunderstanding.
Misunderstood
-Why my family make me feel misunderstood misunderstood
-Why my friends make me feel misunderstood misunderstood
-Why this world make me feel misunderstood misunderstood
-I feel misunderstood
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