Lyrics
I just wish a thousand times that
I've wished a thousand times
One more time I could see those eyes yeah
I wish to see those eyes one more time
Take me back when you were mine yeah
Take me back to when you were mine
I wish you didn't lie
Regret that you lied
You said you were down to ride
You claimed loyalty
And be right by my side
To be by my side
But instead you broke my pride
Instead, you shattered my pride
And left me out to dry
Left me abandoned
That shit just wasn't right
Unfair and hurtful
Couldn't go without a fight
Couldn't avoid a confrontation
Just switched up like a light
You changed abruptly
Shit was darker than the night
Things became darker
Now I'm higher than a kite
Feeling elevated, possibly through substances
All that shit was just for nothing
All efforts were in vain
You broke my trust with all that bluffing
Trust was broken with deception
You had me blind by all that fucking
Blinded by deceit
I thought that you were mine
Believed you were mine
I thought you had my back
Thought you had my support
But instead you broke my spine
You caused irreparable harm
And I'll never get it back
Lost something valuable forever
I took in all your lies and thought of them as facts
Accepted your lies as truth
I thought I was your guy but then you changed up fast
Realized you changed quickly
I should've always known that this ride was bound to crash
Should have anticipated the end
Cause things just never last
Nothing lasts forever
I keep on reminiscing just keep thinking bout the past
Constantly dwelling on the past
The way you did me dirty was filthier than rats
Your betrayal was exceptionally dirty
So now I'm running numbers just be running up these stats
Focused on personal achievements
I'm never gonna slack
Determined never to be complacent
I told you once before man I'll never be attached
Refusing emotional attachment
Lit me like a fire I just needed me a match
Ignited like a fire, needed a catalyst
Now I just feel so tired because your just what I lack
Feeling exhausted without you
it's all that I desire but I needed me a path
Desire for something missing, seeking a path
I thought that we would make it
Believed in a lasting relationship
Just to find out you were faking
Realized it was a deception
I could feel my heart breaking
Felt heartbreak
I swear that you really are mistaken
Asserting the speaker's innocence
Imma give everything it takes and
Determined to give everything
I'll show you just who I am
Asserting identity and strength
Cause you were fool for letting go of my hand
Regret for letting go
It wasn't that cool and so understand
Realization of the mistake
I'm forever gone and no longer your man
Declaration of moving on
So you got what you want all in the end
Your desires fulfilled, but at a cost
I thought that we would make it
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To find out you were faking
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Put everything at stake and
Put everything at risk
Now I don't love you anymore
No longer in love
I gave it my all I don't want anymore
Exhausted efforts, no willingness for more
She hit me to call and I click ignore
Ignoring attempts to reconnect
You had me before
Past connection acknowledged
You had me before
Past connection emphasized
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