Bleed
Struggling with Unseen Pain
Lyrics
I lay awake just looking for a way
I am awake and searching for a solution
To keep myself from the pain
Trying to avoid emotional suffering
I wanna say it'll all be okay but
Desiring to reassure myself that everything will be fine
I know I'll still feel the same
Aware that the reassurance won't change my feelings
I carry the weight that's breaking me
Carrying a burden that is causing my breakdown
And even though it's the only way
Accepting the burden as the only path
I can't face the pain that's chasing me
Avoiding confronting the pain that is pursuing me
Cause I don't know what I should blame
Uncertain about the cause of my suffering
Why can't I breathe
Expressing difficulty in breathing, feeling suffocated
Am I destined to bleed
Questioning if suffering is inevitable for me
I can't find a remedy
Unable to find a solution
To fix what I can't see
Unable to repair what is not visible or understood
Is it too late
Wondering if it's too late for change
For me to escape
Questioning the possibility of escape
I know that I can't runaway
Conscious that running away is not an option
I can't runaway from me
Accepting that I can't escape from myself
I lay awake just looking for a way
Repetition of the cycle of searching for relief
To keep myself from the pain
Repeating the struggle to avoid pain
I wanna say it'll all be okay but
Expressing a desire for reassurance again
I know I'll still feel the same
Acknowledging that the reassurance won't change feelings
I carry the weight that's breaking me
Continuing to bear a heavy emotional burden
And even though it's the only way
Acceptance of the burden as the only path
I can't face the pain that's chasing me
Avoiding facing the pursuing pain
Cause I don't know what I should blame
Uncertainty about the cause of suffering persists
Why can't I breathe
Reiteration of the struggle to breathe
Am I destined to bleed
Repeating the questioning of inevitable suffering
I can't find a remedy
Persistent inability to find a solution
To fix what I can't see
Persistent inability to repair the unseen
Is it too late
Repeating the concern about the timing of change
For me to escape
Repeating the uncertainty about the possibility of escape
I know that I can't runaway
Reiterating the awareness that running away is not feasible
I can't runaway from me
Reiterating acceptance that escaping oneself is impossible
Why can't I breathe
Reiteration of the struggle to breathe
I lay awake just looking for a way
Repeating the cycle of searching for relief
Why can't I breathe
Reiteration of the difficulty in breathing
I lay awake just looking for a way
Repeating the cycle of searching for relief
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