Lyrics
I sit back
I reflect on my situation
Looking at the pieces of me they are
Examining the fragments of myself
Scattered as far as the eye can see
They are scattered extensively
And I see
Observing the absence of you
Nothing left of you but
No remnants of you remain
Fragments and the fleeting
Only fragments and fleeting memories
Memories antiquate
Memories becoming outdated
Cause you severed the ties
You severed the emotional connections
And the leading reeling feelings
Intense emotions of pain and confusion are heightened
Are magnified
Repeatedly recalling the pain caused by your absence
Recalling time after time the
Reflecting on the numerous instances of your absence
Absence of you
How much of my thoughts and emotions does your absence consume?
How much of you does this consume?
Questioning the impact of your absence on my daily life
Every day wasting away
Every day is spent deteriorating
Excuse after excuse
Excuses for your actions continue to pile up
Deadbeat. That's the word for you
Labeling you as a deadbeat
Deadbeat. This is what this has come to
Describing the current state of the relationship
Deadbeat. You left out of the blue
You departed unexpectedly
You're a deadbeat. 'Til the end, I won't forget
You will be remembered as a deadbeat until the end
After
Transitioning to a subsequent thought or timeframe
All these
After all these years
Years I've found forgiveness
Finding forgiveness for your actions
You have to live with what you started
You must live with the consequences of your choices
Was it worth the finish?
Questioning the value of what you achieved
For what we were
Reflecting on what we used to be
Exchanged for her
Exchanged for someone else
Each memory repressed
Suppressing each memory
Peace with your death
Finding peace with the idea of your death
I guess you couldn't find your own way
You couldn't find your own path
It will never outweigh
Your shortcomings will never be justified
Damage left in your wake
The harm you caused lingers
Damage left in your wake
Reiterating the lasting damage
Deadbeat. That's the word for you
Describing you as a deadbeat once again
Deadbeat. This is what this has come to
Confirming the current state of the relationship
Deadbeat. You left out of the blue
You departed unexpectedly
You're a deadbeat. 'Til the end, I won't forget
You will be remembered as a deadbeat until the end
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