Deadboi
Eternal Desolation: Unraveling the Heartache in Safety Pins' 'Deadboi'
Lyrics
I can see you in the back of my head
I have persistent thoughts of you in my mind.
When i close my eyes for a minute
Even when I close my eyes briefly, thoughts of you linger.
But ive been here for so many years
I've been in this situation for a long time.
I feel like I've wasted all of my tears
It feels like I've wasted all my tears, suggesting emotional exhaustion.
Its getting harder to fall in love with you
Falling in love with you is becoming more challenging.
When all you wanted was to watch me die
It seems that the other person desired to witness my suffering or demise.
Suddenly you were wasting time
There was a sudden realization of time being wasted.
Suddenly you weren't mine
The person is no longer mine or part of my life.
I dont wanna wanna wanna tell you i love you
I'm reluctant to express love to you.
I dont wanna wanna wanna be alone
I don't want to be alone, but expressing love is difficult.
Im so sick of being a dead boy
The speaker is weary of feeling emotionally dead or drained.
Friday nights im on my own
On Friday nights, I find myself alone.
Give me something give me a lesson
The speaker seeks something meaningful or a lesson.
All my friends hate when you talk to me like that
Friends disapprove of the way you communicate with me.
Now i told a life time story of why i cant see you no more
I've shared a lifetime story explaining why I can't see you anymore.
But if you were to walk through that door
If you were to return, I would welcome the opportunity to see you again.
Id love to see you id love to see you
Expressing a desire to see the person again.
I dont wanna wanna wanna tell you i love you
Reiteration of reluctance to express love.
I dont wanna wanna wanna be alone
Despite not wanting to be alone, expressing love remains challenging.
Im so sick of being a dead boy
Reiteration of feeling emotionally drained or dead.
Friday nights im on my own
On Friday nights, the speaker is alone, emphasizing isolation.
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