following after me
Love's Deceptive Dance: Unraveling Tuesday Nite's Emotional Confession
Lyrics
Every day i wake up
Starting each day
And reach for you
Seeking your presence or connection
It's so hard to talk about what we went through
Struggling to discuss past experiences
Now you know i love you
Expressing love consistently
And i always do
Assuring ongoing affection
I think you're better off with love that don't lie to you
Belief in truthful love, despite personal dishonesty
But i lied to you
Admission of personal dishonesty
You said you'd always need me
Reassurance of being needed, reluctance to take the lead
But I don't wanna lead
Reluctance to take charge or guide
I'm still grieving all the plans you had for me
Struggling with mourning the expectations set by the partner
I been staying out late
Being away late
You been getting cold
Partner displaying emotional distance
I been lonely baby and i don't want you to know
Feeling isolated and concealing loneliness
So i lied to you
Admission of further dishonesty to protect from pain
Rainclouds keep following after me
Symbolizing persistent troubles or difficulties
And the rain came down like a funeral
Intense sadness or sorrow like rain in a funeral
Slow start - i'm nothing I wanna be
Struggling to meet personal aspirations
And the days go slow
Time passing slowly
Slow as usual
Days progressing at a sluggish pace
So i saw a doctor
Seeking professional help
It wasn't bad news
Receiving mixed or partially honest feedback from the doctor
I won't say everything, but only half truths
Choosing to reveal only partial truth
I know i'm slowly dying
Realization of a gradual decline or deterioration
Until my time is due
Acknowledging limited time left
But for the first time ever, i don't want to
Unwillingness to accept impending fate for the first time
And i lied to you
Admission of continued dishonesty despite inner conflict
Rainclouds keep following after me
Reiteration of persistent troubles or difficulties
And the rain came down like a funeral
Intensification of sadness akin to a funeral's atmosphere
Slow start - i'm nothing I wanna be
Struggling to match personal aspirations
And the days go slow
Days passing at a slow pace
Slow as usual
Continued slow progression of time
Rainclouds keep following after me
Repetition of persistent troubles or difficulties
And the rain came down like a funeral
Reiteration of intense sorrow or difficulty
Slow start - i'm nothing I wanna be
Striving to become the desired self but facing obstacles
And the days go slow
Days continuing at a sluggish pace
Slow as usual
Time passing at a persistently slow rate
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