Lyrics
I try to tell them but they don't understand
I attempt to communicate my thoughts, but they fail to comprehend.
I can't reach as far as they demand
I cannot meet their high expectations.
Even tired and broken I'll make my way through
Despite being exhausted and damaged, I will find my way through challenges.
The sticks you put in my wheels, they'll come back to trip you
The obstacles you placed in my path will rebound to cause you harm.
I'm gonna step on your head
I will metaphorically assert dominance over you by stepping on your head.
When I'm at the top
When I reach the pinnacle of success.
Fuck helping, fuck caring
I reject the notions of assisting and caring for others.
I'll leave you to rot
I will abandon you to decay.
You gave me a finger
You provided minimal support when I needed it.
When I needed a hand
Instead of a helping hand, you offered a gesture of disrespect.
Then you came back to collect
You returned expecting something from me when I regained my strength.
When I was able to stand
When I became self-sufficient, you sought benefits from our relationship.
It's every man for himself, it's always been this way
Every individual is primarily concerned with their own well-being.
I don't owe you shit, you got nothing to say
I don't owe you anything, and your opinions hold no value.
Sometimes I want to forfeit, get the fuck away
At times, I contemplate giving up and distancing myself from challenges.
But life kills you eventually so I'm not dying today
Life poses threats, but I won't succumb to them today.
I'll use my blackened blood as fuel
I will use my tainted experiences as motivation.
No remorse, no regrets
Without guilt or remorse, I will act selfishly and harshly.
I'm gonna be inconsiderate and cruel
My actions will lack consideration because I cannot forget past wrongs.
Because I just can't forget
Memories haunt me, influencing my behavior.
I'll build myself up
I will strengthen myself using negative emotions like hatred and pain.
On hatred and pain
My foundation will be built upon adversity.
Because now I got poison
Now, I possess a toxic element running in my veins.
Running through my veins
Metaphorically, I am poisoned by negative influences.
As I stroll through my path
While progressing in my journey.
I'll leave ashes behind
I will leave destruction and remnants behind me.
There's no stopping it now
There's no turning back now.
That I've lost my mind
I have reached a state of mental instability.
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