Lyrics
It's been three years since I met you I swear so much has changed
Reflecting on the significant changes in life over the past three years since meeting someone.
Didn’t think that I’d get this far but you helped me grow so much it’s strange
Expressing surprise at personal growth with the help of the mentioned person.
That you could be such a part of my life then we went our separate ways
Narrating the separation from that person and their lasting impact on life.
But you still live in the back of my mind every second of every day.
Admitting that thoughts of the person persist in the mind constantly.
I tried to bury the fact that you won’t come back around
Attempting to suppress the realization that the person won't return.
And since you left I won’t lie I’ve been trying to fucking drown
Acknowledging struggles and self-destructive behavior since the person's departure.
All of my sorrows and wasted time in a cup of crown
Using substances like alcohol to cope with sorrow and wasted time.
It haunts me everyday that I was reckless and let you down.
Regretting past recklessness that contributed to letting the person down.
My vices won’t be the death of me.
Acknowledging personal flaws but determined not to let them lead to demise.
You’re poison but I love the way it tastes.
Recognizing the toxic nature of the person but still drawn to it.
I’m moving forward with or without your love.
Committing to moving forward in life, with or without the mentioned person's love.
How is it that we grow when we’re so scared of being alone?
Reflecting on personal growth despite the fear of being alone.
Check my vitals baby yeah, it says I’m fine.
Checking one's well-being, possibly implying a facade of normalcy when the person is present.
But when you’re not around I feel dead inside.
Feeling a sense of emptiness when the person is not around.
You’ve got a hold on me. Darling please won’t you set me free?
Expressing a desire for freedom from the emotional hold the person has.
Hate to say this is the end of the road, but I can’t be enslaved to your love no more.
Admitting that the relationship has reached its end, unable to be enslaved by love any longer.
Got a lot of lies on your lips tonight. Look me in the eyes when you say that ‘its alright’
Accusing the person of dishonesty and insincerity, especially regarding reassurances that everything is alright.
Some rum and coke before I choke don’t walk away from me.
Describing a coping mechanism with alcohol before facing the emotional pain.
I still see your shadows of the demons you left behind for me.
Perceiving lingering emotional scars or memories left behind by the person.
I’m moving forward with or without your love
Reiterating the commitment to moving forward in life, irrespective of the mentioned person's love.
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