Lyrics
You gotta feel so guilty
You feel a strong sense of guilt.
Got so much for so little
You have acquired a lot but with minimal effort or investment.
Then you find that feeling just won't go away
Despite trying, that particular emotion or sensation persists.
You're holding on to every little thing so tightly
You tightly hold onto every small possession or aspect of your life.
Till there's nothing left for you anyway
Until there's nothing meaningful or substantial left for you.
Goodbye
Expressing farewell or departure.
You can keep this suit of lights
Material possessions or achievements that you can keep.
I'll be up with the sun
Indication of rising early, starting anew.
I'm not coming down
There's a refusal to descend or come back down to a certain level or state.
I'm not coming down, oh
Reiteration of the decision not to come back down.
I'm not coming down
Another affirmation of the decision not to return.
You wanted to get somewhere so badly
A strong desire to achieve something led to losing one's identity or core self.
You had to lose yourself along the way
It's acceptable to change externally while staying true to oneself.
You change a name but that's okay
A name change as part of the necessary process.
It's necessary
Emphasizing the importance of the change.
And what you leave behind
What you leave behind is not missed or regretted.
You don't miss anyway
Goodbye
A final farewell or departure.
You can keep this suit of lights
Similar to line 7, indicating things that can be kept.
I'll be up with the sun
Reiteration of rising early, starting fresh.
I'm not coming down
Refusal to descend or return.
I'm not coming down, oh
Reaffirmation of not coming back down.
I'm not coming down
Stating the decision not to return once more.
'Cause I'm already gone
Already departed or moved on.
Felt that way all along
Consistently felt that way for a while.
Closer to you every day
Getting emotionally closer each passing day.
I didn't want it that much anyway
The desire for something has decreased over time.
You're taking steps that make you feel dizzy
Taking actions that induce a sense of disorientation or confusion.
Then you get to like the way it feels
Beginning to enjoy the sensation despite its initial discomfort.
You hurt yourself you hurt your lover
Causing harm to yourself and those close to you.
Then you discover
Realizing a revelation.
What you thought was freedom is just greed
Thinking something is liberating but realizing it's driven by selfishness.
Goodbye
Expressing another farewell, this time emotional.
It's emotional
Goodnight
Indicating the end of the day and departure.
I'll be up with the sun
Similar to previous references, rising early and moving forward.
Are you still holding on
Questioning if one is still tightly grasping onto something.
I'm not coming down, oh
Reiteration of not coming back down.
I'm not coming down, oh
Repeated affirmation of not returning.
I'm not coming down
Restating the decision not to come back down.
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