Lyrics
One's half awake one's half asleep, I try to count my heart beats
Expressing a state of being half-awake and half-asleep, attempting to measure one's heartbeat.
A tired memory of what it's like to dream
Reflecting on a weary recollection of what it feels like to dream.
I'm fading, sinking, trembling, as anxiety sets in
Describing feelings of fading, sinking, and trembling, indicating the onset of anxiety.
What if it's the last time that I'm awake, I'm awake
Ruminating on the possibility that the current moment might be the last awake state.
So sick of pulling thorns from crowns
Expressing frustration with the continuous struggle and challenges, symbolized by pulling thorns from crowns.
Don't you think I could fucking rest now?
Frustration with the lack of rest despite enduring difficulties.
I haven't slept for what feels like life now
Conveying a prolonged period of sleeplessness, feeling like a lifetime.
My heart weighs heavy on my soul
Emphasizing the burden on the heart that deeply affects the soul.
But we live in spite of everything were told
Defying societal expectations and continuing to live despite challenges and discouragement.
I am what lies between, a question separating you from me
Identifying oneself as the intermediary between two entities, possibly representing a personal struggle.
What if I'm never sorry, is this what I always wanted
Contemplating the absence of remorse and questioning if it aligns with personal desires.
I'm wasting time and life, when really I'm closer to when I will die
Acknowledging a sense of wasting time and life, with a realization of the proximity to death.
These thoughts come to my head of how we all wind up dead
Reflecting on the inevitability of death and contemplating mortality.
And i never thought I was alone, I've lost my mind, Solitude
Feeling a sense of solitude and mental isolation, losing touch with reality.
Sinking in my world of sin
Immersed in a world of sin, conveying a sense of moral and emotional decline.
I've got this timeless mind, existing intertwined
Describing a mind that transcends time and existence, entwined with the perpetual struggle.
Under sleepless eyes, someone that I don't recognise
Observing oneself with sleepless eyes, highlighting a disconnection from self-identity.
Sinking in my sin, i'll get used to the grieving
Acceptance of sinking into sin and the process of adapting to grief.
I am what lies between, a question separating you from me
Reiteration of being the intermediary between two entities, emphasizing the separation.
What if I'm never sorry, is this what I always wanted
Revisiting the idea of lacking remorse and questioning its alignment with personal desires.
I'm wasting time and life, when really I'm closer to when I will die
Re-emphasizing the feeling of wasting time and life, nearing the inevitable moment of death.
To when I will die
Repeating the anticipation or acceptance of the impending death.
Pushed away
Expressing a sense of being pushed away by others.
Cast aside
Conveying a feeling of being cast aside and left alone.
Left alone
Expressing a state of isolation and loneliness.
Rotten mind
Describing a deteriorating mental state.
Growing tired
Acknowledging the weariness and fragility of the physical body.
Brittle boned
Highlighting the vulnerability and brittleness of bones.
Die alone
Expressing the inevitability of facing death alone.
Genocide
Referencing the concept of genocide, possibly symbolizing internal or external destruction.
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