Lyrics
I've been looking at you from a distance
I've been observing you from a distance
Should I go now should I risk it
Contemplating whether I should leave now or take a risk
I don't know how imma fix it
Uncertain about how to fix the situation
God I hope that I don't mess it up
Expressing a desire not to make mistakes, seeking divine intervention
No hope
Emphasizing a lack of hope
Please fall
Requesting a fall or descent
Don't stall
Urging not to delay the fall
Let's fall
Encouraging a shared descent
I keep on hating myself huh
Expressing self-hatred
Lost my mind I need some help
Admitting a loss of mental stability and a need for assistance
Gave you secrets you can't tell
Revealing shared secrets that must be taken to the grave
To the grave you have to take
Alluding to the gravity of the situation and the necessity of secrecy
All the answers to my pain
Referring to answers to personal pain
Yeh
Confirmation or affirmation
I can't do this anymore I wanna shut the blinds and close the door
Expressing a desire to retreat from the world
Hurts so bad down to my core
Describing intense emotional pain at a fundamental level
I don't wanna live no more
Expressing a wish to end one's life
Take some pills fall to the floor
Suggesting a drastic measure, possibly overdosing on pills
Yeah my life is full of mistakes I need 444
Acknowledging a life filled with mistakes and a need for a fresh start represented by "444"
No hope
Reiteration of a lack of hope
Please fall
Repetition of the plea for a fall
Don't stall
Repetition of the urgency to avoid stalling
Let's fall
Repetition of the encouragement to fall
I've been looking at you from a distance
Reiterating the act of observing from a distance
Should I go now should I risk it
Revisiting the internal debate of whether to leave or take a risk
I don't know how imma fix it
Reiterating uncertainty about how to resolve the situation
God I hope that I don't mess it up
Reiterating the hope to avoid making mistakes
I've been looking at you from a distance
Repetition of observing from a distance
Should I go now should I risk it
Repetition of the internal debate about leaving or taking a risk
I don't know how imma fix it
Repetition of uncertainty about resolving the situation
God I hope that I don't mess it up
Repetition of the hope to avoid mistakes
(Nah)
Rejection or negation
No hope
Reiteration of the lack of hope
Please fall
Repetition of the plea for a fall
Don't stall
Repetition of the urgency to avoid stalling
Let's fall
Repetition of the encouragement to fall
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