Closer to Coma
Journey Through Despair: Videodrone's Closer to Coma Unveiled
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Have you seen my sanity?
Questioning the whereabouts of sanity, feeling disconnected from mental stability
I seem to have left it at home
Expressing the absence of sanity, implying a sense of forgetfulness or disorientation
I feel pushed up against the wall
Sensation of being trapped or pressured intensely
Like some Black Flag song
Comparing the situation to the intensity of a Black Flag song, likely indicating a feeling of rebellion, frustration, or chaos
Oh and I try to wish it away
Attempting to dismiss or erase negative thoughts or feelings
Everyday, a little closer, a little closer to hell
Expressing a gradual descent into a distressing state or situation, moving closer to a metaphorical 'hell'
Why am I so selfish?
Questioning one's own tendency to prioritize oneself over others
I push away everyone who loves me
Pushing away affection and care from those who care, possibly due to internal struggles
I don't want, want to be like this
Desire to change one's behavior, not wanting to continue in a negative state
I just want someone to hold me
Longing for comfort and emotional support from someone else
Why am I so childish?
Reflecting on immature behavior, linking it to past emotional neglect or lack of love
It's because my mother never loved me
Attributing current behavior to a perceived lack of maternal affection or care in childhood
I don't want to be like this
Desire to change behavior pattern due to past experiences
I just want someone to hold me
Yearning for emotional support and closeness from another person
Hold on tight
Encouragement to hold on and persevere through difficulties
Everything will be alright
Assurance that things will eventually improve despite current challenges
If I choose I
Deliberating on personal choices and consequences
Why am I so selfish?
Reiteration of self-centered tendencies, pushing away affection from loved ones
I push away everyone who loves me
Repeating the pattern of distancing oneself from those who care
I don't want, want to be like this
Expressing dissatisfaction with one's current state of being
I just want someone to hold me
Seeking comfort and support from another individual
Why am I so childish?
Reflecting on immature behavior and its possible cause in childhood experiences
It's because my mother never loved me
Linking present behavior to a perceived lack of maternal love during upbringing
I don't want to be like this
Expressing a desire for personal change based on past experiences
I just want someone to hold me
Seeking emotional support and closeness from someone else
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