Lyrics
I'm riding a wave
I am experiencing a period of instability or unpredictability.
Of uncertainty I wanna lie in your arms all day
I desire to spend my time lying in your arms despite the uncertainty.
Why does she say
Questioning why she expresses certain things.
That it doesn't even matter how she went about her ways
She claims that the manner in which she conducted herself doesn't matter.
Oh so much pain
There is a significant amount of emotional distress or sorrow.
Oh I'm hurting in my bones feel so alone wanna cry till I tone
I am experiencing physical and emotional pain, feeling isolated and wanting to cry.
But for some reason you don't give a fuck about how I'm doing I guess it's enough
Despite my struggles, it seems you are indifferent to my well-being, and I accept that as sufficient.
Oh I guess its enough
Reiteration of acceptance that the current level of concern or care is sufficient.
I've been trying to live my life but it always blows up in my face and I feel like I can't even survive all this fucking hate
My attempts to live a fulfilling life result in constant setbacks and overwhelming hatred.
Oh it gets to me
The negativity affects me deeply.
All the adversity
Facing and overcoming challenges and difficulties.
Feeling like I'm growing up in burgundy
Feeling like I am maturing in a challenging or harsh environment.
Falling off strains of all the seeds
Experiencing the consequences of various actions or decisions.
Oh the darkness is creeping in
A sense of darkness or negativity is slowly taking over.
I feel it's 50/50 I may sink or swim
Feeling uncertain about the outcome, whether success or failure.
I've been trying to keep my head high
Attempting to maintain a positive mindset despite challenges.
But every-time she denies
Despite efforts, facing rejection or denial from someone.
Doesn't give a shit about my feelings
Expressing disappointment in the lack of concern for emotions.
I'm not surprised
Not surprised by her lack of empathy, indicating a history of insensitivity.
She always had a dark side
Highlighting her consistently negative or problematic traits.
Riding on the car side
Recalling moments associated with darkness or negativity.
Eating on the bar side
Describing a setting associated with negative experiences.
I spot her with new guy
Observing her with a new romantic interest, sparking feelings of inadequacy.
Bitch I need a new find
Expressing a desire for a new romantic connection.
Moon rocks till I die
Continuing habits or activities until death.
Look up till I see the light
Looking for positivity or enlightenment.
I'm riding a wave
Repetition of the earlier experience of uncertainty.
Of uncertainty I wanna lie in your arms all day
Reiterating the desire to find comfort in your arms amidst uncertainty.
Why does she say
Questioning the justification or reasoning behind her actions.
That it doesn't even matter how she went about her ways
Emphasizing that the details of her actions don't matter.
Oh so much pain
Expressing intense emotional pain.
Oh I'm hurting in my bones feel so alone wanna cry till I tone
Experiencing both physical and emotional pain, expressing a desire to cry.
But for some reason you don't give a fuck about how I'm doing I guess it's enough
Acceptance of the perceived lack of concern for well-being.
Oh I guess it's enough
Reiteration of acceptance of the current level of concern or care.
I guess it's enough
Confirmation that the existing level of concern is deemed sufficient.
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