Lyrics
Been a minute since I was a cynic
Reflecting on a past time when cynicism was present in the speaker's mindset.
Decided to hide my emotion
Choosing to conceal emotions.
Bitter pills never ill from the mischief
Referring to experiences with bitter consequences, possibly from mischievous actions.
Hadn't heard all the words now they're spoken
Previously unheard words are now expressed or acknowledged.
I think I'll be fine
Expressing confidence and optimism about overcoming challenges and flaws.
I think I'll be fine
-Facing my flaws
-Imma be alright
-I think I'll be fine
-I think I'll be fine
-I've had these thoughts
Recurring thoughts or struggles that have occurred numerous times.
Like a thousand times
Emphasizing the persistence of these recurring thoughts.
You're sleeping there beside me
Describing a situation where the speaker is awake while someone else is sleeping, engaging in self-criticism and contemplating the possibility of learning to love again.
But I'm still awake
-I've been criticizing
-Thoughts in my head
-Baby Imma try to learn to love again
-But do I deserve to love again yeah
-You're sleeping there beside me
-But I'm still awake
-I've been criticizing
-Thoughts in my head
-Baby Imma try to learn to love again
Raising the question of deserving love after making mistakes.
But do I deserve to love again yeah
Reiteration of the internal struggle with deserving love.
Sex is on my mind
Discussing the speaker's thoughts about sex, contrasting with a partner's perspective on making love, and emphasizing time spent working without clear rewards.
I say fuck you say make love
-Spending all my time
-On the grind where's the pay stub
-I've been out my 20's
-Nothing's changed do the same drugs
-I done made mistakes
Admitting past mistakes but highlighting the partner's uniqueness.
But you different and that's saying something
-All of my mistakes
Reflecting on mistakes affecting the speaker's mind and expressing fear of losing sanity.
Made their way in my mind
-Way in my mind
-I was just afraid
-I was losing my mind
-Losing my mind
-I think I'll be fine
Reaffirming confidence in overcoming flaws and being alright.
I think I'll be fine
-Facing my flaws
-Imma be alright
-I think I'll be fine
-I think I'll be fine
-I've had these thoughts
Reiteration of recurring thoughts or struggles.
Like a thousand times
Continuation of the theme of self-criticism, contemplation of learning to love again, and questioning deserving love.
You're sleeping there beside me
-But I'm still awake
-I've been criticizing
-Thoughts in my head
-Baby Imma try to learn to love again
-But do I deserve to love again yeah
-You're sleeping there beside me
-But I'm still awake
-I've been criticizing
-Thoughts in my head
-Baby Imma try to learn to love again
-But do I deserve to love again yeah
Repeating the question of deserving love after contemplating it.
I think I'll be fine
Reiterating confidence in overcoming flaws and being fine.
I think I'll be fine
-Facing my flaws
-Imma be alright
-I think I'll be fine
-I think I'll be fine
-I've had these thoughts
Restating the persistence of recurring thoughts.
Like a thousand times
Continuing the narrative of being awake while someone sleeps, self-criticism, and the internal struggle with deserving love.
You're sleeping there beside me
-But I'm still awake
-I've been criticizing
-Thoughts in my head
-Baby Imma try to learn to love again
-But do I deserve to love again yeah
-You're sleeping there beside me
-But I'm still awake
-I've been criticizing
-Thoughts in my head
-Baby Imma try to learn to love again
-But do I deserve to love again yeah
Repeating the question of deserving love and contemplating whether the speaker deserves to love again.
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