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You want fuck with me then fuck with me
Expressing a readiness for confrontation.
Don't fuck with niggas that don't fuck with me
Advising against associating with those who don't support.
I out of the hood and I proud to be
Proud of leaving the neighborhood.
The people I thought would be proud of me ain't proud of me
Disappointment from not receiving expected support.
The people I vent to they downing me
People confided in are critical or unsupportive.
The ones I did trust they was clowning me
Past trusted individuals betrayed and mocked.
I real as can be and is one of me
Emphasizing authenticity but feeling enslaved emotionally.
A slave to my heart I don't wanna be
Desiring freedom from emotional turmoil.
Authentic as fuck ain't no wanna be
Asserting genuine identity, not pretending.
They don't want no smoke they don't want no beef
Others avoid conflict and challenges.
My love turn to hate I don't want no peace
Love turning into hate, rejecting peace.
And all of my life I just wanted peace
Lifelong desire for peace, but internal struggles persist.
But fuck up inside like I need a feast
Feeling messed up inside, craving fulfillment.
They fuck up my mind I can't think straight
External influences clouding clear thinking.
They ask how I be dawg I been straight
Responding positively when asked about well-being.
I cut off my day one they been fake
Cutting ties with longtime friends due to deception.
Your intent is to hurt me you been say it
Recognizing harmful intentions from others.
I born on my own I don't need you
Independence and not relying on others.
You open my cuts make em bleed too
Others causing emotional pain.
If I see you in person you see through
Seeing through false appearances.
You throw shit in my face you didn't need to
Unnecessary provocations causing distress.
What the fuck is the love all these people be giving
Questioning the authenticity of love received.
My heart disappear and my heartbeat it missing
Feeling heartache and emotional numbness.
Try be a hero they call me a villain
Trying to be a hero but labeled a villain.
Almost hop out my bag and go hop in my feelings
Contemplating succumbing to emotions.
(Let me tell you why)
Introduction to personal struggles.
I does get way too high dawg my head ain't on
Getting high to escape reality.
When I think about Marcus he dead and gone
Remembering lost loved ones.
I does think about Davo he dead and gone
-Cuso and Mimi they dead and gone
-From 2014 it was gravesites
Reflecting on a period marked by loss.
When Marcus did die I didn't grieve right
Struggling with grief and attempts to cope.
They tell me he pass it didn't seem right
-I try to get drunk in that same night
-These people don't know what this feel like
Expressing difficulty in understanding the struggles.
You would think i would learn live the same life
-A lot of my brothers didn't see they life
Mentions of lost brothers and the struggle for what's right.
So much of wrong we still mean right
-I does try to be happy it never work
Attempts to find happiness amid constant pain.
Does be smiling so much like I never hurt
-Like I ain't just had to go get another shirt
-I gah so much of friends and they under dirt
Lamenting lost friends buried.
I don't vent to these people they think is amusing
Choosing not to share struggles with unsympathetic people.
Vent to the mic put my pain in my music
Turning to music as an outlet for pain.
Smile in my face like I ain't ready to lose it
-Tell you my struggle we argue you use it
-Stepper my brother we bleed the same
Stressing a shared experience with a sibling.
I don't fuck with no
Avoiding certain individuals and habits.
I don't deal with fiends
-See Pablo my brother they know the deal
Associating with genuine and trustworthy individuals.
I does fuck with them niggas who keep it real
-I does fuck with them niggas who come from the struggle
Valuing those who understand the struggle.
Who come from the bottom know nothing but hustle
-My circle so small we bump heads when we huddle
Small, trusted circle facing challenges together.
circle so small is three piece to the puzzle
-These people talk down on my name so much
Frustration with gossip and negativity.
If teen none they problems or needs so what?
Disregarding others' problems, focusing on personal needs.
Everybody got problems who gives a fuck?
-Think about me I gah needs the fuck
Expressing determination to succeed without relying on luck.
I still on my grind I don't need no luck
-I tell you before dawg I need more bucks
Emphasizing the need for financial success over distractions.
I need me some money don't need no slut
-Bitch on my line like I need a fuck
Rejecting advances for temporary satisfaction.
Got pain in my body got pain in my soul
Physical and emotional pain shaping personal growth.
The shit that I witness give me my flows
-I stand on my morals completing my goals
-Don't fuck with no rumors leave that for the hoes
Avoiding involvement in gossip and drama.
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