Vestibule of Hell
Vestibule of Desolation: Unveiling the Inner Struggle
Lyrics
Seething with a hunger only you can fill.
Expressing a strong desire or need that only a specific person can fulfill.
I am the specimen you bend to your will.
Describing oneself as a subject or object manipulated according to someone else's desires.
You pertain to everything I despise and it shows.
Pointing out that the person addressed embodies qualities the speaker despises, and it's evident.
My body burns and throes.
Experiencing intense physical and emotional distress.
This love I yearn for, is hard to see.
Expressing difficulty in perceiving the desired love amidst challenges.
Through trails of smoke and enkindled trees.
Describing obscured vision through symbolic obstacles like smoke and burning trees.
I have to be free...
Expressing a strong desire for freedom.
You suspect.
Repetition of suspicion, suggesting a lack of trust or uncertainty in the relationship.
You suspect.
-You suspect...
-But I know.
Claiming knowledge of the feeling of being neglected or rejected.
Just how it feels to be pushed aside.
Acknowledging the experience of being pushed aside.
And I know.
Expressing awareness of the persistence of inner demons.
Just how many demons still reside.
Highlighting loneliness in every aspect except the mind.
I'm alone, all alone, in every essence bar my mind.
Describing a personal space or source of light within.
My little ventricle of light.
(Empty line, possibly emphasizing a pause or reflection)
I know...
Acknowledging understanding of a situation.
Place me in containment, away from harm.
Expressing a desire to be protected from harm through containment.
All but yours, I long for calm.
Longing for tranquility, specifically from the addressed person.
I pertain to everything you detest and it shows.
Stating that the speaker embodies qualities detested by the addressed person.
The light will swell and grow.
Anticipating growth and illumination despite challenges.
This world I cling to, is history.
Describing the world the speaker clings to as part of the past.
Through walls of bodies and apathy.
Symbolizing challenges through walls of bodies and apathy.
I need some relief...
Expressing a need for relief.
You suspect.
Repetition of suspicion, continuing the theme of distrust.
You suspect.
-You suspect...
-But I know.
Reiterating knowledge of the feeling of being pushed aside.
Just how it feels to be pushed aside.
Reaffirming awareness of the persistence of inner demons.
And I know.
Emphasizing loneliness in every aspect except the mind.
Just how many demons still reside.
Repeating acknowledgment of being alone with inner struggles.
I'm alone, all alone, in every essence bar my mind.
Reiterating the presence of a personal space or source of light within.
My little ventricle of light.
(Empty line, possibly emphasizing a pause or reflection)
I know.
Reaffirming understanding of a situation.
Just how it feels to be locked away.
Expressing familiarity with the feeling of being locked away.
And I know.
Awareness of the desire for the speaker's ailment to be alleviated.
How you wish my ailment falls astray.
Admitting to being overthrown by an uncontrollable force.
I'm overthrown, overthrown by something I cannot quell.
Claiming ownership of a personal space or source of light, despite it being a vestibule of hell.
My little vestibule of hell.
Final acknowledgment of the challenging state of the speaker's inner world.
I know.
Reaffirmation of the speaker's understanding of their situation.
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