Lyrics
Oh, I tried
Expressing effort and attempt
Tried so hard
Emphasizing the intensity of effort
To get what I want but I never got it
Struggling to achieve desires without success
Should've gave it a rest, should've never started
Regretting the decision to start pursuing the goal
Wish that I
Desire for strength
Was strong enough
Wishing for more resilience
If I had more power, more hours in the day
Reflecting on the challenges of time management
Wouldn't be so hard, wouldn't be so strange
Expressing the difficulty and unfamiliarity
Wanna disappear before it gets too weird
Desire to escape before things become uncomfortable
I wanna leave this place for a couple of years
Wishing to leave the current environment for a while
Like a mutt with rabies, I foam at the mouth
Using metaphorical language, feeling uncontrollable
Bought a house in Hades 'cause I'm headed south
Symbolic reference to a difficult situation or place
D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
Spelling "DISAPPEAR," emphasizing the desire to vanish
D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
-D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
-D-I-S-A
-Free-spirited in a dysfunctional way
Describing a carefree yet dysfunctional personality
You're rolling your eyes at the crazy shit I say
Acknowledging unconventional statements
You cover your ears when I'm running my mouth
Noticing avoidance of unpleasant conversations
I'm crawling on back to my momma's house
Returning to a familiar and comforting place
Feeling so batshit that I feel free
Feeling liberated despite mental challenges
I tell everybody nobody can get to me
Declaring independence from others' opinions
'Cause I hear them talking shit all the way from the couch
Awareness of negative comments and criticism
I'm gonna call my momma before I freak out
Seeking support from a trusted person
Wanna disappear before it gets too weird
Reiterating the desire to escape discomfort
I wanna leave this place for a couple of years
Expressing the urgency to leave temporarily
Like a mutt with rabies, I foam at the mouth
Metaphorical representation of feeling out of control
Bought a house in Hades 'cause I'm headed south
Choosing a challenging path or situation
D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
Repeating the spelling of "DISAPPEAR"
D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
-D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
-D-I-S-A-P
-D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
Continued emphasis on the desire to disappear
D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
-D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
-D-I-S-A-P-P-E-A-R
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