Lyrics
Caught down in the undertow
Feeling overwhelmed and trapped in a difficult situation.
I'll bleed out but you'll never ever ever know
Experiencing internal pain without others being aware of it.
Always being haunted by the symptoms I concocted for that
Constantly haunted by self-created issues and their consequences.
Medicated, numb I'm chasing
Using medication to numb emotions and escape from reality.
And I scream out, yell I'm filling with dread.
Expressing intense emotions, possibly desperation or fear.
Took a pill and it drowned that feeling
Taking medication to suppress or eliminate certain feelings.
Soaking in the deep now
Immersing oneself in deep emotions or situations.
Fill my lungs let me drown
Desiring to be overwhelmed or consumed by intense emotions.
Let it be done
Accepting the consequences, allowing events to unfold.
(Let it be done)
Reiterating the acceptance of the situation.
I won't take the drugs now
Choosing not to rely on drugs to cope with problems.
Let it sort itself out
Opting to let things resolve on their own.
Carry me home
Asking for support and assistance to find one's way home.
(Carry me)
Repeating the plea for help or guidance.
I don't think you know how dead I've been
Feeling emotionally numb and detached from life.
Huddled in the dark with that fucked up feeling
Being in a dark place mentally with disturbing emotions.
Finger on the trigger, noose hangs from the ceiling
Contemplating self-harm or suicide as an option.
Don't call my bluff let me know that I'm dreaming
Challenging others to recognize the severity of the situation.
I get it, It'll help me, maybe it will stop this
Acknowledging the potential benefits of seeking help.
Just let it
Encouraging others to let the process of healing take its course.
Took a pill and it drowned that feeling
Repeating the use of medication to suppress feelings.
A world away
Expressing a desire to escape from the current reality.
I want to stay
Wishing to remain distant from the challenges of life.
Everything is something I can't take
Feeling overwhelmed by everything and unable to cope.
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