Lyrics
I said I'm fine
Expressing a superficial reassurance despite inner turmoil
So why you walkin out the door
Questioning why the listener is leaving despite claiming to be fine
I lost my mind
Admitting to a mental breakdown or feeling of losing control
We been here before
Recognizing a repetitive pattern in the relationship
I said I'm fine
Reiteration of being fine despite evident distress
So why you walkin out the door
Repeating the question of why the listener is leaving
I lost my mind
Re-emphasizing a state of mental instability or distress
We been here before
Highlighting the cyclic nature of their struggles in the relationship
White out on my black outs just erase me
Describing a desire to be erased or eliminated from existence
Take a razor blade and carve me up again
Expressing a willingness to undergo self-harm or pain
But don't cut me up to much you know I'll be fragile again
Requesting restraint in causing too much harm due to fragility
Fragile again
Reiterating a state of emotional vulnerability
Mmmm i got anger in my blood yeah you know I'll be violent again
Admitting to harboring anger and the potential for violence
Violent again
Reaffirming the potential for aggressive behavior
Yeah I'm a white trash trailer park project that you never turn in
Self-deprecatingly identifying as someone neglected or disregarded
I said I'm fine
Reiteration of being fine despite inner turmoil
So why you walkin out the door
Questioning the reason for the listener's departure
I lost my mind
Expressing a mental breakdown or feeling of losing control (repeated)
We been here before
Recognizing a repetitive pattern in the relationship (repeated)
I said I'm fine
Reiteration of being fine despite evident distress (repeated)
So why you walkin out the door
Repeating the question of why the listener is leaving (repeated)
I lost my mind
Re-emphasizing a state of mental instability or distress (repeated)
We been here before
Highlighting the cyclic nature of their struggles in the relationship (repeated)
Mmm i'm a fine piece of white trash
Identifying as someone of low societal standing
You better be okay with that
Requesting acceptance of their perceived societal status
Mmm different in the mental
Noticing a difference in mental state compared to societal norms
They call me crazy
Accepting the label of being considered mentally unstable
But isn't it somethin how they always pay me
Noting the irony of being compensated for mental instability
A billion dollar brain wanna drug it up
Expressing the worth of their troubled mind in monetary terms
Make you lonely and insane wanna hit em up
Describing actions that lead to emotional distress in others
On they helpline
Referencing a support line for individuals in crisis
No you ain't fine
Rejecting the idea of the listener being fine
You're to sick now put a bullet in your mind
Urging self-harm or suicide due to perceived sickness
I said I'm fine
Reiteration of being fine despite inner turmoil (repeated)
So why you walkin out the door
Questioning the reason for the listener's departure (repeated)
I lost my mind
Expressing a mental breakdown or feeling of losing control (repeated)
We been here before
Recognizing a repetitive pattern in the relationship (repeated)
I said I'm fine
Reiteration of being fine despite evident distress (repeated)
So why you walkin out the door
Repeating the question of why the listener is leaving (repeated)
I lost my mind
Re-emphasizing a state of mental instability or distress (repeated)
We been here before
Highlighting the cyclic nature of their struggles in the relationship (repeated)
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