Lyrics
Well I'm back, I wish I never returned
Expressing regret about returning; wishing not to have come back.
'Cause all I fucking do is sit around like a weeper
Feeling idle and unhappy, spending time in sorrow or self-pity.
I said fuck a four, pour a liter
Rejecting the idea of abiding by a set of rules; opting for excess (pouring a liter).
And I'ma chew these pills 'til my teeth hurt, ah
Committing to consuming pills despite the discomfort (teeth hurting).
I just wanna tell you how I feel
Expressing a desire to communicate true emotions.
'Cause all of this shit feel surreal
Feeling overwhelmed, as if reality is unreal or surreal.
Aye, I'll crash this shit if I took the wheel
Expressing a willingness to cause harm or chaos if given control.
And you broke my fuckin' heart, let me heal
Acknowledging emotional pain caused by a broken heart and seeking healing.
Said I was the one but you lied straight to face
Highlighting a betrayal where the person was falsely declared as 'the one.'
I will never ever forget that day
Emphasizing a memorable day of deception.
But that shit was all fake, like what's the reason?
Questioning the motive behind the deception, seeking a reason.
You betrayed me like a treason
Comparing the betrayal to treason, a severe form of betrayal.
I teared up, I can't see a fucking thing
Expressing emotional distress to the point of impaired vision.
They only love me when they see me fucking bleed
Noting conditional love, only receiving support when visibly suffering.
I just want the key, but I ain't getting it
Expressing a desire for access or control but facing obstacles.
Do you want me back or are you regretting it?
Pondering if the desire for a return is genuine or a result of regret.
Well I'm back, I wish I never returned
Reiterating the regret of returning, expressing a sense of repetition.
'Cause all I fucking do is sit around like a weeper
Repeating the feeling of idleness and sorrow.
I said fuck a four, pour a liter
Reiterating rejection of conformity, opting for excess.
And I'ma chew these pills 'til my teeth hurt, ah
Recommitting to consuming pills despite discomfort.
I just wanna tell you how I feel
Reiterating the desire to express genuine emotions.
'Cause all of this shit feel surreal
Reaffirming the overwhelming and surreal nature of the emotional experience.
Aye, I'll crash this shit if I took the wheel
Expressing a willingness to cause chaos if given control, repeating the sentiment.
And you broke my fuckin' heart, let me heal
Acknowledging a broken heart and the need for healing, repeating the sentiment.
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