Lyrics
I put my head in my hands
I'm overwhelmed or distressed, expressing despair by putting my head in my hands.
I can't stand I did this again
I regret repeating a mistake or a negative behavior.
I think I lost my head
I feel confused or disoriented, possibly due to a difficult situation.
I'm pretty sure I lost my friend
I believe I've lost a close friend, experiencing a sense of loneliness or betrayal.
I guess I always knew
I had an intuition or awareness of a negative outcome.
When you fall you'd hit the ground
Facing the consequences of a fall or failure.
I guess I never thought through
I didn't fully consider the consequences of a situation.
How it'd feel when you're around
Reflecting on the emotional impact of someone's presence.
It's a demon dressing up to look like beauty
A metaphorical description of a negative force disguising itself as something beautiful.
It's an ugly, bony, pointing finger calling me an addict
Describing a harsh and accusatory voice labeling the speaker as an addict.
It's an accusation, halfway painted in hatred, halfway truly
An accusation mixed with both genuine hatred and truthful observations.
But tonight is the last time that I will die so I can have it
Expressing a desire to end a self-destructive cycle, possibly related to addiction.
A shadow
A symbolic representation of darkness or negativity.
A shadow
Reiterating the presence of darkness or negativity.
I think he followed me here
Feeling pursued or haunted by a negative force or emotion.
It's pretty clear
The presence of the negative force is evident and undeniable.
That I'm still cursed
Expressing a belief in being under a persistent negative influence.
I'm not sure when it first started
Uncertain about when a troubling situation began.
But my heart is
The speaker's emotions are in a distressed or compromised state.
In the dirt
Feeling emotionally low or defeated.
Oh, oh no
An exclamation of distress or realization.
Everyone I love
The people close to the speaker are affected by their mental struggles.
Is a hostage of my mind
Expressing difficulty in freeing loved ones from the speaker's mental challenges.
And I don't know how to let them out
Uncertain about how to release others from the speaker's inner turmoil.
But let them dive deeper inside
Allowing others to understand the speaker's deeper emotions.
It's a demon dressing up to look like beauty
Reiteration of the negative force disguised as beauty, possibly an internal struggle.
It's an ugly, bony, pointing finger calling me an addict
Repeating the accusation of addiction, emphasizing its impact.
It's an accusation, halfway painted in hatred, halfway truly
Acknowledging a mix of genuine hatred and truth in the accusations.
But tonight is the last time that I will die so I can have it
Expressing a finality to a self-destructive cycle for the sake of obtaining something.
A shadow
Repetition of the symbolic representation of darkness or negativity.
A shadow
Reiterating the inescapable presence of darkness or negativity.
A shadow
Continued emphasis on the persistent negative force.
I'm not settled, I'll never be settled with any of this
Expressing dissatisfaction and lack of resolution with the current situation.
A shadow
Stating a perpetual sense of unsettlement without any positive emotions.
I'm not settled, I'll never be settled without happiness
Reiterating the perpetual sense of unsettlement, linking it to a lack of happiness.
A shadow
Repetition of the symbolic representation of darkness or negativity.
I'm not settled, I'll never be settled with any of this
Continued expression of dissatisfaction and lack of resolution with the current situation.
A shadow
Repetition of the symbolic representation of darkness or negativity.
I'm not settled, I'll never be settled without happiness
Reiterating the perpetual sense of unsettlement without any positive emotions.
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